First of all: A BIG Thank you to all of you!!
My reason?
I've been in a tough time in the last 5 years. My father who died of cancer, My mother got dementia a year after that, my ex-girlfriend who threw me aside after 3 years apparently being in "love" with each other. In these times I got deeply depressed, couple of times to the extend of "standing on the edge of life" where I was ready to end it.(I will not go in details about it).
But thanks to my wife (who I married almost 2 years ago) and my son (13 month's old old), friends and Osu! I got pulled out of this depression. And for the first time since my father died, I could actually laugh with a big smile, A bright mind and future to look forward to. Together with my wife and son.
Thanks to Peppy who made the game possible, to couple of friends on Osu!(especially to b-a-d-s123, Bads123FanGirl and Wesley, There are more people, but they have all helped me without even knowing what I actually went through.) and to my friends in real life.
I hope that everyone who is in the same or similar situation gets through and can keep their heads up, because there IS a bright light, There is a time where you can be happy... you just need to get through the toughest of times.
I will keep playing Osu! of course, so I will see all of you in-game.
Thank you and if anyone has any questions that are not too personal, I will try to answer them.
Jantjeb
My reason?
I've been in a tough time in the last 5 years. My father who died of cancer, My mother got dementia a year after that, my ex-girlfriend who threw me aside after 3 years apparently being in "love" with each other. In these times I got deeply depressed, couple of times to the extend of "standing on the edge of life" where I was ready to end it.(I will not go in details about it).
But thanks to my wife (who I married almost 2 years ago) and my son (13 month's old old), friends and Osu! I got pulled out of this depression. And for the first time since my father died, I could actually laugh with a big smile, A bright mind and future to look forward to. Together with my wife and son.
Thanks to Peppy who made the game possible, to couple of friends on Osu!(especially to b-a-d-s123, Bads123FanGirl and Wesley, There are more people, but they have all helped me without even knowing what I actually went through.) and to my friends in real life.
I hope that everyone who is in the same or similar situation gets through and can keep their heads up, because there IS a bright light, There is a time where you can be happy... you just need to get through the toughest of times.
I will keep playing Osu! of course, so I will see all of you in-game.
Thank you and if anyone has any questions that are not too personal, I will try to answer them.
Jantjeb
