The thing is that I've been stuck in the 34-37k range for months, and although I know that I'm improving, I don't feel like it because I can't break the 34k barrier. Before saying "Play for fun, not for the pp" or "Play more", the problem here is not that I want to gain more pp. For example, I know I can fc a couple of maps that would give me around 170pp, but the more I retry it on the same day, the harder I fail. However, when I play maps that are way harder I usually carry out a better performance because I know from the beginning I won't fc it, so I don't have this pressure of not failing any circle.