My vacation time is over and I don't know what to do. I should keep studying. I wanted to start studying for my professional designer career but the school where I have to go isn't for free. It costs around 1550 dollars and I can't afford that, sadly. That's the only career I'm interested in. If I don't do that then I should go and study it for free but it takes 6 years to graduate and that's garbage. In that private school I'm talking about it only takes 1 year. I want to work soon. I hate having to ask my parents for money every time I want to buy something for myself. I technically can't buy anything for myself. They only give me money to go out and to buy clothes/"useful" stuff. That's why I don't want to study for 6 years more when I could only spend 1 year instead.. but no money so.. I'm lost. I could look for a job instead of focusing on studying, but that would be a waste of time in the end because I'll need diplomas and stuff to get a good enough job to live by myself in the future.
This has been stressing me. Failing so hard at finding a solution makes me feel like not doing anything at all..
This has been stressing me. Failing so hard at finding a solution makes me feel like not doing anything at all..