4:04 AM
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8:47 am
bleh i shouldn't have eaten so much food so early
bleh i shouldn't have eaten so much food so early
14:52
Had a terrible night and trying to make my mind up about something quite large of a deal..
I have until Monday.
Decisions are hard.
I want to do one thing, but think it's necessary to do the other.
I feel I'm going crazy. I can't think properly at all because I'm a mess.
I'm hoping Osu! forums will help to keep my mind off stuff. I want to do most of the decision-making tomorrow, if I end up having a good sleep tonight.
11:15
Had a better night.
Feeling more optimistic.
It's not necessary to do the other choice at all. What the Hell was I thinking?
I'll go for what I want to do.
Feeling much more emotionally better today.
Had a terrible night and trying to make my mind up about something quite large of a deal..
I have until Monday.
Decisions are hard.
I want to do one thing, but think it's necessary to do the other.
I feel I'm going crazy. I can't think properly at all because I'm a mess.
I'm hoping Osu! forums will help to keep my mind off stuff. I want to do most of the decision-making tomorrow, if I end up having a good sleep tonight.
11:15
Had a better night.
Feeling more optimistic.
It's not necessary to do the other choice at all. What the Hell was I thinking?
I'll go for what I want to do.
Feeling much more emotionally better today.
8:23 am
shakey quakey
Good to hear you're feeling better now
shakey quakey
Carmlillball wrote:
Feeling much more emotionally better today.
Good to hear you're feeling better now
Nate Bait wrote:
8:23 amCarmlillball wrote:
Feeling much more emotionally better today.
Good to hear you're feeling better now
Thank you
21:21 Only cried 2 times since making that comment. Kinda proud.
Why the Hell am I like this?
3:13 pm
At a parent's friend's baby's birthday party, don't know what to do so i'm on the forums for a bit.
Also i have an idea for a forum game but 24 hours haven't passed yet ahhh xD
don't worry, i get emotional too :p
seems like things have been tough for you, huh? Hope it gets better. yea life does that sometimes, i hate it
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4:35 pm
i saw a child wearing an infinity glove
At a parent's friend's baby's birthday party, don't know what to do so i'm on the forums for a bit.
Also i have an idea for a forum game but 24 hours haven't passed yet ahhh xD
Carmlillball wrote:
Why the Hell am I like this?
don't worry, i get emotional too :p
seems like things have been tough for you, huh? Hope it gets better. yea life does that sometimes, i hate it
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4:35 pm
i saw a child wearing an infinity glove
8:46PM
u talk a lotta big game for someone with such a small truck 😤😤😤
u talk a lotta big game for someone with such a small truck 😤😤😤
10:34
Thank you very much, means a lot!
Things are definitely improving. Talking via email with a friend who knows about the situation, and she's being very helpful. Going to see her face-to-face tomorrow, really hoping this goes well.
Happy birthday to your parent's friend's baby!
Nate Bait wrote:
3:13 pm
At a parent's friend's baby's birthday party, don't know what to do so i'm on the forums for a bit.
Also i have an idea for a forum game but 24 hours haven't passed yet ahhh xD
Carmlillball wrote:
Why the Hell am I like this?
don't worry, i get emotional too :p
seems like things have been tough for you, huh? Hope it gets better. yea life does that sometimes, i hate it
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4:35 pm
i saw a child wearing an infinity glove
Thank you very much, means a lot!
Things are definitely improving. Talking via email with a friend who knows about the situation, and she's being very helpful. Going to see her face-to-face tomorrow, really hoping this goes well.
Happy birthday to your parent's friend's baby!
19:52
Nervous for tomorrow.
Feeling like a disappointment.
I've had such a change in mindset in such a short amount of time it's scary.
I went from being all motivated and having clear goals, to not being motivated at all and not even knowing what or how I'm thinking anymore and mainly being a ball of anxiety and dread. And I'm not utterly clear WHY, either, and that annoys me.
06:42
Last night wasn't great. Struggled to sleep, then woke at around 3:00. Somehow managed to sleep again, then woke at 5:30.
Becoming increasing clueless as time goes on.
I'm not even sure I want to check my messages today.
Nervous for tomorrow.
Feeling like a disappointment.
I've had such a change in mindset in such a short amount of time it's scary.
I went from being all motivated and having clear goals, to not being motivated at all and not even knowing what or how I'm thinking anymore and mainly being a ball of anxiety and dread. And I'm not utterly clear WHY, either, and that annoys me.
06:42
Last night wasn't great. Struggled to sleep, then woke at around 3:00. Somehow managed to sleep again, then woke at 5:30.
Becoming increasing clueless as time goes on.
I'm not even sure I want to check my messages today.
17:06 Been talking to a friend, did lots of good. Feeling quite better.
4:15 pm
I just read a manga about a man going to brothels in another world and it was unironically good. Wtf
I just read a manga about a man going to brothels in another world and it was unironically good. Wtf
6:02AM.
Binge reading Domestic na Kanojo is destroying my heart.
... and my sleep schedule.
Binge reading Domestic na Kanojo is destroying my heart.
... and my sleep schedule.
6:13 am
i actually don't have anything in my head right now
i actually don't have anything in my head right now
10:55 pm
I just read a manga about hosting comiket in another world and it was unironically good
I just read a manga about hosting comiket in another world and it was unironically good
12:56PM
i havent felt the “i dont want to do anything” feeling in so long and its terrible
i havent felt the “i dont want to do anything” feeling in so long and its terrible
9:33pm, 7/10/19.
Playing osu, and eating salt and vinegar chips.
Feeling pretty blah. Overall good day though.
Playing osu, and eating salt and vinegar chips.
Feeling pretty blah. Overall good day though.
[A bit before 03:06PM]
What's that noise...?
[03:09PM]
Oh, it's those machines for July 14th...
[03:51PM]
Holy shot, that's a lot of power in their jets.
The table on which my PC's sitting is shaking.
What's that noise...?
[03:09PM]
Oh, it's those machines for July 14th...
[03:51PM]
Holy shot, that's a lot of power in their jets.
The table on which my PC's sitting is shaking.
2:45 AM: I am wondering why I can't put myself to sleep.
7:44 Nice to be back. Partially back.
16:09 WIB
"Dead Hill's Mystery"
let's see...
"Dead Hill's Mystery"
let's see...
11:32
Looking forward to tomorrow ♫
Looking forward to tomorrow ♫
Looking forward to tomorrow ♫
Looking forward to tomorrow ♫
Looking forward to tomorrow ♫
Looking forward to tomorrow ♫
Looking forward to tomorrow ♫
Looking forward to tomorrow ♫
3:00 AM
just searching some random lyrics and put it on an OT post randomly
just searching some random lyrics and put it on an OT post randomly
10:06 pm
felt like crap today. (yet again i've been crap my whole life)
felt like crap today. (yet again i've been crap my whole life)
2:35 AM
I'm great at wasting time. Contact me if you need tips on how to waste your life away. Free of charge!
I'm great at wasting time. Contact me if you need tips on how to waste your life away. Free of charge!
Welcome back
OT: 7:07 pm
I suddenly sense a feeling of peace for some reason
OT: 7:07 pm
I suddenly sense a feeling of peace for some reason
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH wrote:
OT: 7:07 pm
I suddenly sense a feeling of peace for some reason
08:37PM
Well, ain'that good.
09.25PM
Sorry, but I don't know that song.
10:29 pm
i should probably sleep, i'm kinda busy tomorrow
i should probably sleep, i'm kinda busy tomorrow
10:44
tfw you're trying to learn about binomial distribution but they never went over factorials before
tfw you're trying to learn about binomial distribution but they never went over factorials before
01:02 WIB
Halo,...Navi...
Play Owl City - Fireflies
*goosebumps intensifies*
Halo,...Navi...
Play Owl City - Fireflies
*goosebumps intensifies*
6:33 am
thinking about a few things i need to do for school, i got a notebook to fill, an assignment from another subject, a music video to make, and some japanese progress chart of some sort to finish. worse part is that there could be more than this.
ah well... as long as i can finish all of this as fast as i can, everything will be okay.
thinking about a few things i need to do for school, i got a notebook to fill, an assignment from another subject, a music video to make, and some japanese progress chart of some sort to finish. worse part is that there could be more than this.
ah well... as long as i can finish all of this as fast as i can, everything will be okay.