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7:11 Time's going so painfully slow!
Sunday, 7.15 pm
Minecraft SSP again since I have a slow day at Osu lately.
Minecraft SSP again since I have a slow day at Osu lately.
8:57 p.m
So hungry, didn't eat all day, if I do decide to eat I don't know what to eat though
So hungry, didn't eat all day, if I do decide to eat I don't know what to eat though
12:09pm
i shouldn't question why bald people use shampoo. yet i'm here in my mind thinking about that.
i shouldn't question why bald people use shampoo. yet i'm here in my mind thinking about that.
07:21
I'm such a nervous wreck this week
14:10
Still am.
Yay.
I'm such a nervous wreck this week
14:10
Still am.
Yay.
Nooooooooooothat sounds awful wtf
Uh
I like listening to ASMR when I'm nervous or anxious it helps me calm down, maybe try that?
10:30 am I have a 4 day weekend (unwillingly)
It's kinda nice cause 4 day weekend but I also want to work because I'm buying a car soon and I want to make sure I have enough money afterwards to have some emergency funds just in case so this kinda will push my buy date back by like a week probably because it's not a paid holiday for me
Meh
Uh
I like listening to ASMR when I'm nervous or anxious it helps me calm down, maybe try that?
10:30 am I have a 4 day weekend (unwillingly)
It's kinda nice cause 4 day weekend but I also want to work because I'm buying a car soon and I want to make sure I have enough money afterwards to have some emergency funds just in case so this kinda will push my buy date back by like a week probably because it's not a paid holiday for me
Meh
11:32 am
Just got off of a plane, can't wait to jump in bed.
Just got off of a plane, can't wait to jump in bed.
11:39AM
"Hentai too."
*Haha-hahaha*
Tad Fibonacci wrote:
Yes I do.
"Hentai too."
*Haha-hahaha*
12:47
Might send a friend a message.
Damn, only 3 weeks? Time was so painfully slow..
Feeling quite nervous.
Not even sure whether to get back in contact today or tomorrow. Or let her start when ever.
I don't know whether I'm expected to lead or follow.
14:45
I did it.
I actually did it.
And the anxiety probably isn't worth it.
But damn I'm still a bit of a wreck.
21:36
No reply. But wasn't really expecting one today.
Tomorrow'll probably bring one at some point. I hope.
I hope I'm getting worried over nothing.
Idk.
Changed profile picture because I got bored of having a rose one. It's gonna take a while to get used to. c:
Might send a friend a message.
Damn, only 3 weeks? Time was so painfully slow..
Feeling quite nervous.
Not even sure whether to get back in contact today or tomorrow. Or let her start when ever.
I don't know whether I'm expected to lead or follow.
14:45
I did it.
I actually did it.
And the anxiety probably isn't worth it.
But damn I'm still a bit of a wreck.
21:36
No reply. But wasn't really expecting one today.
Tomorrow'll probably bring one at some point. I hope.
I hope I'm getting worried over nothing.
Idk.
Changed profile picture because I got bored of having a rose one. It's gonna take a while to get used to. c:
1:39pm
I don't have any confidence on beatmapping, i'm a newb :p
I don't have any confidence on beatmapping, i'm a newb :p
5:08 pm
The countryside is so peacefulnya~
The countryside is so peaceful
11:30 I wish I can't think anymore.
Indeed.
18:15 Never felt so happy, I wanna cry! :')
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH wrote:
5:08 pm
The countryside is so peacefulnya~
Indeed.
18:15 Never felt so happy, I wanna cry! :')
5:45 pm
Just got a nosebleed from playing osu... what?
Just got a nosebleed from playing osu... what?
8:47 am
bleh i shouldn't have eaten so much food so early
bleh i shouldn't have eaten so much food so early
14:52
Had a terrible night and trying to make my mind up about something quite large of a deal..
I have until Monday.
Decisions are hard.
I want to do one thing, but think it's necessary to do the other.
I feel I'm going crazy. I can't think properly at all because I'm a mess.
I'm hoping Osu! forums will help to keep my mind off stuff. I want to do most of the decision-making tomorrow, if I end up having a good sleep tonight.
11:15
Had a better night.
Feeling more optimistic.
It's not necessary to do the other choice at all. What the Hell was I thinking?
I'll go for what I want to do.
Feeling much more emotionally better today.
Had a terrible night and trying to make my mind up about something quite large of a deal..
I have until Monday.
Decisions are hard.
I want to do one thing, but think it's necessary to do the other.
I feel I'm going crazy. I can't think properly at all because I'm a mess.
I'm hoping Osu! forums will help to keep my mind off stuff. I want to do most of the decision-making tomorrow, if I end up having a good sleep tonight.
11:15
Had a better night.
Feeling more optimistic.
It's not necessary to do the other choice at all. What the Hell was I thinking?
I'll go for what I want to do.
Feeling much more emotionally better today.
8:23 am
shakey quakey
Good to hear you're feeling better now
shakey quakey
Carmlillball wrote:
Feeling much more emotionally better today.
Good to hear you're feeling better now
Nate Bait wrote:
8:23 amCarmlillball wrote:
Feeling much more emotionally better today.
Good to hear you're feeling better now
Thank you
21:21 Only cried 2 times since making that comment. Kinda proud.
Why the Hell am I like this?
3:13 pm
At a parent's friend's baby's birthday party, don't know what to do so i'm on the forums for a bit.
Also i have an idea for a forum game but 24 hours haven't passed yet ahhh xD
don't worry, i get emotional too :p
seems like things have been tough for you, huh? Hope it gets better. yea life does that sometimes, i hate it
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4:35 pm
i saw a child wearing an infinity glove
At a parent's friend's baby's birthday party, don't know what to do so i'm on the forums for a bit.
Also i have an idea for a forum game but 24 hours haven't passed yet ahhh xD
Carmlillball wrote:
Why the Hell am I like this?
don't worry, i get emotional too :p
seems like things have been tough for you, huh? Hope it gets better. yea life does that sometimes, i hate it
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4:35 pm
i saw a child wearing an infinity glove
8:46PM
u talk a lotta big game for someone with such a small truck 😤😤😤
u talk a lotta big game for someone with such a small truck 😤😤😤
10:34
Thank you very much, means a lot!
Things are definitely improving. Talking via email with a friend who knows about the situation, and she's being very helpful. Going to see her face-to-face tomorrow, really hoping this goes well.
Happy birthday to your parent's friend's baby!
Nate Bait wrote:
3:13 pm
At a parent's friend's baby's birthday party, don't know what to do so i'm on the forums for a bit.
Also i have an idea for a forum game but 24 hours haven't passed yet ahhh xD
Carmlillball wrote:
Why the Hell am I like this?
don't worry, i get emotional too :p
seems like things have been tough for you, huh? Hope it gets better. yea life does that sometimes, i hate it
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4:35 pm
i saw a child wearing an infinity glove
Thank you very much, means a lot!
Things are definitely improving. Talking via email with a friend who knows about the situation, and she's being very helpful. Going to see her face-to-face tomorrow, really hoping this goes well.
Happy birthday to your parent's friend's baby!
19:52
Nervous for tomorrow.
Feeling like a disappointment.
I've had such a change in mindset in such a short amount of time it's scary.
I went from being all motivated and having clear goals, to not being motivated at all and not even knowing what or how I'm thinking anymore and mainly being a ball of anxiety and dread. And I'm not utterly clear WHY, either, and that annoys me.
06:42
Last night wasn't great. Struggled to sleep, then woke at around 3:00. Somehow managed to sleep again, then woke at 5:30.
Becoming increasing clueless as time goes on.
I'm not even sure I want to check my messages today.
Nervous for tomorrow.
Feeling like a disappointment.
I've had such a change in mindset in such a short amount of time it's scary.
I went from being all motivated and having clear goals, to not being motivated at all and not even knowing what or how I'm thinking anymore and mainly being a ball of anxiety and dread. And I'm not utterly clear WHY, either, and that annoys me.
06:42
Last night wasn't great. Struggled to sleep, then woke at around 3:00. Somehow managed to sleep again, then woke at 5:30.
Becoming increasing clueless as time goes on.
I'm not even sure I want to check my messages today.
17:06 Been talking to a friend, did lots of good. Feeling quite better.
4:15 pm
I just read a manga about a man going to brothels in another world and it was unironically good. Wtf
I just read a manga about a man going to brothels in another world and it was unironically good. Wtf
6:02AM.
Binge reading Domestic na Kanojo is destroying my heart.
... and my sleep schedule.
Binge reading Domestic na Kanojo is destroying my heart.
... and my sleep schedule.
6:13 am
i actually don't have anything in my head right now
i actually don't have anything in my head right now
10:55 pm
I just read a manga about hosting comiket in another world and it was unironically good
I just read a manga about hosting comiket in another world and it was unironically good
12:56PM
i havent felt the “i dont want to do anything” feeling in so long and its terrible
i havent felt the “i dont want to do anything” feeling in so long and its terrible
9:33pm, 7/10/19.
Playing osu, and eating salt and vinegar chips.
Feeling pretty blah. Overall good day though.
Playing osu, and eating salt and vinegar chips.
Feeling pretty blah. Overall good day though.