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Carmlillball
17:25
Today was very good and calm. I had great communication with my mum, which is unusual, and I've been relaxing outside for a bit. It's nice to get my head away from stress and worry.



Puzzle wrote:

Its 8:50 AM and I want someone to resurrect the truth or dare thread.

Welp, sorry, I'm not doing that.
ERA Puzzle

Carmlillball wrote:

Welp, sorry, I'm not doing that.


Its 2:18 PM and I have been betrayed by a plant

A rose may look pretty, but remember, they have sharp thorns.
payney
3:36PM

I GKT A GROUDON!!!!!!
Meah
5:34

Time to sleep
ERA Puzzle

charamaru wrote:

3:36PM

I GKT A GROUDON!!!!!!

Shit boooiiiiiii


Aw shiiiiiiiit
payney
6:54PM

i really wanna cosplay again

i wanna cosplay runa

or at least make her hoodie

but highkey just wanna cosplay N
hypercyte
00:17 BST

I have 6 beatmaps to check + 64 pending requests to respond to.
This is going to take a while 😔
ERA Puzzle
10:16 PM.

I think I've discovered the best feeling in the world as an artist.

Drawing something that is objectively shit, but then committing yourself to fixing it and realizing you actually can. Never before have I been able to do something like that. It feels great to be able to take something that is objectively basically a turd and turn it into something workable.
Meah
1125

Can't go outside, it's raining
Carmlillball
19:22 Never thought I'd enjoy an advert so much. I LOVE THIS SONG! Might experiment with the band's discography a bit more!


Typed a bit of a long comment. Makes up for my lack of activity on here today! :P
payney
4:25PM

i joined a new discord server yesterday and ive never felt more alive
Ashton
3:37

Not appropriate to share online ;)
Sunkiss
6:18

Zzz
Carmlillball
7:11 Time's going so painfully slow!
Meah
4pm

Go outside
Aiseca
Sunday, 7.15 pm

Minecraft SSP again since I have a slow day at Osu lately.
captainmilk
8:57 p.m
So hungry, didn't eat all day, if I do decide to eat I don't know what to eat though
payney
9:13PM

chocobo

choco choco

cho
co
bo
pentaqola
12:09pm

i shouldn't question why bald people use shampoo. yet i'm here in my mind thinking about that.
Carmlillball
07:21
I'm such a nervous wreck this week

14:10
Still am.
Yay.
ERA Puzzle
Nooooooooooothat sounds awful wtf


Uh

I like listening to ASMR when I'm nervous or anxious it helps me calm down, maybe try that?


10:30 am I have a 4 day weekend (unwillingly)

It's kinda nice cause 4 day weekend but I also want to work because I'm buying a car soon and I want to make sure I have enough money afterwards to have some emergency funds just in case so this kinda will push my buy date back by like a week probably because it's not a paid holiday for me


Meh
Nate Bait
11:32 am

Just got off of a plane, can't wait to jump in bed.
payney
4:54PM

i am going to fc chocobo w hd
Meah
541

10 more days 🤧
45Traeath
11:39AM

Tad Fibonacci wrote:

Yes I do.


"Hentai too."
*Haha-hahaha*
Carmlillball
12:47
Might send a friend a message.
Damn, only 3 weeks? Time was so painfully slow..
Feeling quite nervous.
Not even sure whether to get back in contact today or tomorrow. Or let her start when ever.
I don't know whether I'm expected to lead or follow.



14:45
I did it.
I actually did it.
And the anxiety probably isn't worth it.
But damn I'm still a bit of a wreck.



21:36
No reply. But wasn't really expecting one today.
Tomorrow'll probably bring one at some point. I hope.
I hope I'm getting worried over nothing.
Idk.

Changed profile picture because I got bored of having a rose one. It's gonna take a while to get used to. c:
Nate Bait
1:39pm

I don't have any confidence on beatmapping, i'm a newb :p
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
5:08 pm

The countryside is so peaceful nya~
Carmlillball
11:30 I wish I can't think anymore.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH wrote:

5:08 pm

The countryside is so peaceful nya~


Indeed.


18:15 Never felt so happy, I wanna cry! :')
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
5:45 pm

Just got a nosebleed from playing osu... what?
Westonini
4:04 AM

Trying something new.
tsundilemma
8:47 am

bleh i shouldn't have eaten so much food so early
Carmlillball
14:52
Had a terrible night and trying to make my mind up about something quite large of a deal..
I have until Monday.
Decisions are hard.
I want to do one thing, but think it's necessary to do the other.
I feel I'm going crazy. I can't think properly at all because I'm a mess.
I'm hoping Osu! forums will help to keep my mind off stuff. I want to do most of the decision-making tomorrow, if I end up having a good sleep tonight.



11:15
Had a better night.
Feeling more optimistic.
It's not necessary to do the other choice at all. What the Hell was I thinking?
I'll go for what I want to do.
Feeling much more emotionally better today.
Nate Bait
8:23 am

shakey quakey



Carmlillball wrote:

Feeling much more emotionally better today.

Good to hear you're feeling better now :)
Carmlillball

Nate Bait wrote:

8:23 am

Carmlillball wrote:

Feeling much more emotionally better today.

Good to hear you're feeling better now :)


Thank you :)


21:21 Only cried 2 times since making that comment. Kinda proud.

Why the Hell am I like this?
Nate Bait
3:13 pm

At a parent's friend's baby's birthday party, don't know what to do so i'm on the forums for a bit.

Also i have an idea for a forum game but 24 hours haven't passed yet ahhh xD

Carmlillball wrote:

Why the Hell am I like this?


don't worry, i get emotional too :p
seems like things have been tough for you, huh? Hope it gets better. yea life does that sometimes, i hate it
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4:35 pm

i saw a child wearing an infinity glove
payney
8:46PM

u talk a lotta big game for someone with such a small truck 😤😤😤
Carmlillball
10:34

Nate Bait wrote:

3:13 pm

At a parent's friend's baby's birthday party, don't know what to do so i'm on the forums for a bit.

Also i have an idea for a forum game but 24 hours haven't passed yet ahhh xD

Carmlillball wrote:

Why the Hell am I like this?


don't worry, i get emotional too :p
seems like things have been tough for you, huh? Hope it gets better. yea life does that sometimes, i hate it
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4:35 pm

i saw a child wearing an infinity glove


Thank you very much, means a lot! :)

Things are definitely improving. Talking via email with a friend who knows about the situation, and she's being very helpful. Going to see her face-to-face tomorrow, really hoping this goes well.

Happy birthday to your parent's friend's baby!
Westonini
2:35 AM

i never know what day it is
Carmlillball
19:52
Nervous for tomorrow.
Feeling like a disappointment.
I've had such a change in mindset in such a short amount of time it's scary.
I went from being all motivated and having clear goals, to not being motivated at all and not even knowing what or how I'm thinking anymore and mainly being a ball of anxiety and dread. And I'm not utterly clear WHY, either, and that annoys me.


06:42
Last night wasn't great. Struggled to sleep, then woke at around 3:00. Somehow managed to sleep again, then woke at 5:30.
Becoming increasing clueless as time goes on.
I'm not even sure I want to check my messages today.
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