5:05PM
I have finals in a week and haven't started studying yet
what should I do
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what should I do
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toonisoop wrote:
5:05PM
I have finals in a week and haven't started studying yet
what should I do
07:22PM
Bah mets-toi y ( . .)
07:23PM
Bon, après, si tu foires, bah ca ira mieux la prochaine fois.
J'espere ( . .)
12:18 PM.
a bit bored.
i'll likely get back to producing music in a little bit, i might make some more progress today.
i need to take care of myself better as well, though.
a bit bored.
i'll likely get back to producing music in a little bit, i might make some more progress today.
i need to take care of myself better as well, though.
8:16 am.
About to take the test.
Only 2 more subjects to go.
I hate finals.
Wish me luck bois.
About to take the test.
Only 2 more subjects to go.
I hate finals.
Wish me luck bois.
18:06
Good luck!
My head's been aching a ton so I've been relaxing. Have to study some maths now.
Decided to send a friend a video my sister sent me. I took a quick glace of the video, saw it should be educational, and rushed into sending it. But I then realised my sister isn't the sort of person to be helpful, nor sensible, and I watched the video. Most of it was okay and would've been funny jokes, but there was a religious joke and.. another joke at the end.. and I really regret sending that video. I apologised as quickly as possible. She would've probably just seen the video as funny, and I've told her far worse (stuff that actually got her concerned) but I just wanted to make sure.
Don't feel like having anything to eat today. Didn't have anything since around 17:00 yesterday but still.
19:52 I'm impressed, still not feeling like anything.
6:54
Got a maths test and I'm super worried for it. I've been studying a ton but I fear just forgetting everything when I'm in the exam. Went over some equations. Circle equations, area of a non right-angled triangle and Cosine stuff. Did a tiny bit of Sine rule, but I'm great at that. Gonna start getting ready for school around 7:00-7:30.
16:24 Maths test ended up going surprisingly well. Kept switching between teachers, which was quite stressful, but also helped with not getting bored. I think I'll do okay in my Chemistry. Stressed. Anxious. Playing some Osu! to rewind.
Tad Fibonacci wrote:
8:16 am.
About to take the test.
Only 2 more subjects to go.
I hate finals.
Wish me luck bois.
Good luck!
My head's been aching a ton so I've been relaxing. Have to study some maths now.
Decided to send a friend a video my sister sent me. I took a quick glace of the video, saw it should be educational, and rushed into sending it. But I then realised my sister isn't the sort of person to be helpful, nor sensible, and I watched the video. Most of it was okay and would've been funny jokes, but there was a religious joke and.. another joke at the end.. and I really regret sending that video. I apologised as quickly as possible. She would've probably just seen the video as funny, and I've told her far worse (stuff that actually got her concerned) but I just wanted to make sure.
Don't feel like having anything to eat today. Didn't have anything since around 17:00 yesterday but still.
19:52 I'm impressed, still not feeling like anything.
6:54
Got a maths test and I'm super worried for it. I've been studying a ton but I fear just forgetting everything when I'm in the exam. Went over some equations. Circle equations, area of a non right-angled triangle and Cosine stuff. Did a tiny bit of Sine rule, but I'm great at that. Gonna start getting ready for school around 7:00-7:30.
16:24 Maths test ended up going surprisingly well. Kept switching between teachers, which was quite stressful, but also helped with not getting bored. I think I'll do okay in my Chemistry. Stressed. Anxious. Playing some Osu! to rewind.
17:42
2nd Mathematics A-Level exam tomorrow morning, and have 6 hours left to prepare : (
2nd Mathematics A-Level exam tomorrow morning, and have 6 hours left to prepare : (
01:36 WIB
checking some neocities web
....mebious.neocities.org
checking some neocities web
....mebious.neocities.org
Its 3:42 PM. I'm reading a series of books that have a fairly interesting world but are kind of written pretty badly. The first book was really gripping but I'm on the second now and it just feels really eh. Lackluster. The writing style is seriously bland and the characters are a lot less interesting than they were in the first book. The characters and the world the story was set in were what really made things interesting in the first. Now everything's really getting kind of boring. Which sucks, because I thought it would be very nice to see how the characters progress. I guess I just have to hope something interesting happens soon in the second book to cover for the bland writing.
Other than that, now I'm kinda just sitting around and waiting to go home. I want to practice drawing and osu and stuff. I'm gonna finish out the week strong with my anatomy, I think. Then I can get to drawing stuff that's more fun again.
Other than that, now I'm kinda just sitting around and waiting to go home. I want to practice drawing and osu and stuff. I'm gonna finish out the week strong with my anatomy, I think. Then I can get to drawing stuff that's more fun again.
[A bit before 06:10PM, after some CtB]
I'm losing focus at the most stupid moments...
I'm losing focus at the most stupid moments...
12.21am
I'm still awake because I'm calling my mentee... Great, I guess this is my life now, a life where sleep doesn't exist
I'm still awake because I'm calling my mentee... Great, I guess this is my life now, a life where sleep doesn't exist
18:02 Stressed as Hell. I regret telling my friend so much about my eating. Now so many people are getting involved and most likely my mum's very stressed. She gets very worried because she thinks that everything's her fault, even if it's clearly mine.
Carmlillball wrote:
18:02 Stressed as Hell. I regret telling my friend so much about my eating. Now so many people are getting involved and most likely my mum's very stressed. She gets very worried because she thinks that everything's her fault, even if it's clearly mine.
Fhhh. I hope it all ends up well. Sounds stressful...
Its 4:14 PM and it's raining pretty hard. But the only 2 days left in the week are Thursday and Friday which are my favorite workdays so the rain can suck it. Cant wait for the weekend, as per usual. Especially since I'm planning on Friday being my last day of anatomy sketches.
Journal wrote:
Being called a toe has never felt so nostalgic 903am
04:29PM
*"A toe"...*
...What?
21:46
Journal's a toe.
Journal's a toe.
... ToeHou.
10:22
Ph'nglui mglw'nafh Cthulhu R'lyeh wgah'nagl fhtagn
Ph'nglui mglw'nafh Cthulhu R'lyeh wgah'nagl fhtagn
20:58 Today has been strange. These couple of days have been strange. I want everything to return to normal, but know they can't.
Carmlillball wrote:
20:58 Today has been strange. These couple of days have been strange. I want everything to return to normal, but know they can't.
Change can very easily be very frightening.
I think because of this humanity has a tendency to force their environment to adapt to them instead of adapting themselves to the environment - to almost universally disastrous result. If things change, I generally look favorably on the idea of changing yourself to meet those differences.
4:28 PM
AirPods are overrated and Chobani is disgusting1221 am
What do religions that believe in reincarnation think of yolo
1228am
What do religions that believe in reincarnation think of yolo
1228am
Its 9:15 am. Not in a good mood.
16:24. I'm watching isekai trash again for some reason. AND I'M ENJOYING IT.
Puzzle wrote:
Carmlillball wrote:
20:58 Today has been strange. These couple of days have been strange. I want everything to return to normal, but know they can't.
Change can very easily be very frightening.
I think because of this humanity has a tendency to force their environment to adapt to them instead of adapting themselves to the environment - to almost universally disastrous result. If things change, I generally look favorably on the idea of changing yourself to meet those differences.
4:28 PM
19:13
Hiya!
I mainly like to look on the positives, but it's still horribly difficult.
In the end, time is the best thing to solve this. To have the changes happen for so long that they feel normal. And getting used to this concept helps. 'I wont be panicking about these changes in a month or so, so why am I panicking?'. I admire this way of thinking and find it very helpful.
Carmlillball wrote:
Puzzle wrote:
Carmlillball wrote:
20:58 Today has been strange. These couple of days have been strange. I want everything to return to normal, but know they can't.
Change can very easily be very frightening.
I think because of this humanity has a tendency to force their environment to adapt to them instead of adapting themselves to the environment - to almost universally disastrous result. If things change, I generally look favorably on the idea of changing yourself to meet those differences.
4:28 PM
19:13
Hiya!
I mainly like to look on the positives, but it's still horribly difficult.
In the end, time is the best thing to solve this. To have the changes happen for so long that they feel normal. And getting used to this concept helps. 'I wont be panicking about these changes in a month or so, so why am I panicking?'. I admire this way of thinking and find it very helpful.
I'm pretty glad I could suggest something that was helpful, then.
4:05 PM. I'm really, really upset right now. The gist of it is I busted my ass off at work today, promised some customers that I would have things shipped today (literally like 18-20 different parts in a single shipment which is ridiculous) and it's not going to go out because FedEx pickup was fucking early. Early, of all fucking things. We have an entire hour window for pickup- 3:30 to 4:30 - and they come by before 3:20 for the fucking pickup and now because of it this fucking 31 pound box that I worked my ass off to get out on time with literally 20 different parts in it under 8 separate repair orders - that I had to do the paperwork on, package, ship - which I explicitly told our customers would be shipping today - is not going to go out because they come by early. Which we've told them not to do before. I got that shit out in record time and now it doesnt even matter. We even had another package after that - which is supposed to be an expedited package - which won't be going because of this. And I've just generally had an awful day and this made it so much worse.
Wow that sucks. It's always annoying how the things that other people do directly inconveniences you or if serious enough, completely fuck you over and you'll have no control over it whatsoever.Puzzle wrote:
4:05 PM. I'm really, really upset right now. The gist of it is I busted my ass off at work today, promised some customers that I would have things shipped today (literally like 18-20 different parts in a single shipment which is ridiculous) and it's not going to go out because FedEx pickup was fucking early. Early, of all fucking things. We have an entire hour window for pickup- 3:30 to 4:30 - and they come by before 3:20 for the fucking pickup and now because of it this fucking 31 pound box that I worked my ass off to get out on time with literally 20 different parts in it under 8 separate repair orders - that I had to do the paperwork on, package, ship - which I explicitly told our customers would be shipping today - is not going to go out because they come by early. Which we've told them not to do before. I got that shit out in record time and now it doesnt even matter. We even had another package after that - which is supposed to be an expedited package - which won't be going because of this. And I've just generally had an awful day and this made it so much worse.
All you can do is simply hope that it won't happen and be prepared when it inevitably do happen.
It's even more annoying when you realized that it's completely normal and happens somewhat frequent to anyone.
At least it's not too unbearable if it's a genuine honest mistake, like sometimes people just want to fuck over other people for the sake of it and you can't do shit about it.
My older brother is a prime example of such people, he constantly fucked me over for no real reason. He always fucks up and acts incompetent, even though I'm pretty sure he's not that incompetent, just to annoy me or fuck me over with something. And he always use the same fucking excuse of "oh, we're family so you're supposed to forgive me" and he talks as if I'm the petty person and it's my fault that he fucked up that badly.
Like, what the fuck?
I don't really hate my brother, but it's really hard for me to take him seriously.
OT: 4:36 am
I should go to bed.
Tad Fibonacci wrote:
Wow that sucks. It's always annoying how the things that other people do directly inconveniences you or if serious enough, completely fuck you over and you'll have no control over it whatsoever.
All you can do is simply hope that it won't happen and be prepared when it inevitably do happen.
It's even more annoying when you realized that it's completely normal and happens somewhat frequent to anyone.
At least it's not too unbearable if it's a genuine honest mistake, like sometimes people just want to fuck over other people for the sake of it and you can't do shit about it.
My older brother is a prime example of such people, he constantly fucked me over for no real reason. He always fucks up and acts incompetent, even though I'm pretty sure he's not that incompetent, just to annoy me or fuck me over with something. And he always use the same fucking excuse of "oh, we're family so you're supposed to forgive me" and he talks as if I'm the petty person and it's my fault that he fucked up that badly.
Like, what the fuck?
I don't really hate my brother, but it's really hard for me to take him seriously.
OT: 4:36 am
I should go to bed.
I hate the family excuse so fucking much. I cant even begin to describe to you how much o hate it. It's such bullshit.
Like, I'm not trying to bash on your brother or anything. I dont know him. I'm just speaking in generalities. But thinking people deserve something just because they're family is such a retarded way of thinking. My family is fucked up. My family is awful. They dont deserve shit from me, and I'm not going to give them a damn thing - whether its money, respect, a place to stay - I dont care what it is - unless they deserve it. My family had fucked my life up. I'm still recovering from it. Its taught me that saying somebody deserves something only because they're family is a nice way to ruin yourself. People deserve what they earn. I will never, ever allow anyone to fuck me over just because they're 'Family'. I will never give someone a pass because they happen to be related to me. I don't treat anyone differently just because they're my family. I might love them more, but that doesnt mean I'm going to ignore the bad things that they do. Maybe forgive them easier, maybe make more of an effort to help them, but let it slide just because they're family? No thanks.
That's just my opinion. My own family has really messed things up for me. So it always pisses me off when I hear something about how somebody deserves this or deserves that just because they're family. No they dont. They deserve it if they earn it.
8:24PM
YEETYEETYEET i dont feel any better but here we are
YEETYEETYEET i dont feel any better but here we are
9:02 PM
Sometimes I think about the sky
Turning into fruits and vegetables for no reason why
Sometimes I think about the sky
Turning into fruits and vegetables for no reason why
reuni wrote:
8:24PM
YEETYEETYEET i dont feel any better but here we are
Reuuunniiii I missed you mist Charamaraharadarau
Puzzle wrote:
reuni wrote:
8:24PM
YEETYEETYEET i dont feel any better but here we are
Reuuunniiii I missed you mist Charamaraharadarau
boom
9:33PM
i watched all of kakegurui s1 and im halfway thru xx and boy do i have a lot to say about it
ill wait till i finish tho
10:19 p.m
I'm kinda bored, thinking of doing some photoshop stuff or finish an essay
I'm kinda bored, thinking of doing some photoshop stuff or finish an essay
04:31PM
Wait, wait, wait, wait...
"Dale (CV: Okamoto Nobuhiko)"...
I guess I'll watch just to see if that fits.
Wait, wait, wait, wait...
"Dale (CV: Okamoto Nobuhiko)"...
I guess I'll watch just to see if that fits.
2:30PM
whats so special about this week and why is it everyones busy week
whats so special about this week and why is it everyones busy week
Well, I had to psuedo-run my family business because my aunt was gone, so that was my reason
1:31 PM, I didn't get enough sleep last night. It's ruining my ability to focus :c
1:31 PM, I didn't get enough sleep last night. It's ruining my ability to focus :c
ok mcafee we get it932pm
sikks music puts me in a mood
cut off my legs
sikks music puts me in a mood
cut off my legs
im so fucking drunk
9:34 pm
9:34 pm
10:36PM
every day i feel closer to a breakdown and it sucks that i dont know when its coming but i can feel it
every day i feel closer to a breakdown and it sucks that i dont know when its coming but i can feel it
io love you reuni dont do it