11:06PM
*Weather Forecast tells "16°C/29°C"*
Kae used two "Blazing!" Cards, holy ****...
*Weather Forecast tells "16°C/29°C"*
Kae used two "Blazing!" Cards, holy ****...
Carmlillball wrote:
7:10
Must get ready for school soon (I mostly did earlier, but I'm waking until 7:30 for the rest, when my siblings wake up). I'm begging myself to believe that everything's going to be okay. Somehow my 2 hour exam in the morning isn't the cause of this massive heap of anxiety, but it sure doesn't help. I hope everything's alright, I hope. Great way to start the morning, being all worried and upset like this. Why can't I just stop guessing what will happen? Why can't I just accept whatever happens?
Puzzle wrote:
Carmlillball wrote:
7:10
Must get ready for school soon (I mostly did earlier, but I'm waking until 7:30 for the rest, when my siblings wake up). I'm begging myself to believe that everything's going to be okay. Somehow my 2 hour exam in the morning isn't the cause of this massive heap of anxiety, but it sure doesn't help. I hope everything's alright, I hope. Great way to start the morning, being all worried and upset like this. Why can't I just stop guessing what will happen? Why can't I just accept whatever happens?
GHFFF I hope it turned out okay, anxiety is the fucking worst
It's 8:25PM andddddd I'm thinking about work, I suppose. Hope it turns out to be an alright day.
Puzzle wrote:
That sounds even worse than what I thought. Sheesh. It sounds like you're in a rough spot.
I dont know how much random internet advice can really help, but the way I defeat (or at least fight) my anxiety is by putting things in perspective.
Things happen. Time passes. At the end of a year, will I care about what's happening to make me anxious? How about 5 years? 10? The answer is generally no. And how much of my life do I have left to live? Quite a lot more than just a year, or 5, or 10. So I just tryo to focus on the things that will help me long term. Maybe what I'm anxious about is something that will help me in the long run. I stop caring about it so much then. The important thing is moving forward and working through the things that are hard so I can have a better future.
Anyway, the point I'm trying to make is often the things that make you anxious aren't things that matter in the long run. And if they are, the most you can do about it is try to work on whatever it is. In the end, I find worrying almost never benefits me except if I take it and turn it into motivation. So the situation sounds scary, but I hope you can use it to your advantage. Anxiety really does suck, though; I hope it passes soon.
Journal wrote:
I’m assuming we’re talking about the major tennis tournament, [...].
that'd be pretty damn cool. would love to see what you make.Westonini wrote:
4:13 AM
Tryna look into 3D stuff in Unity. I'm planning on doing one of these new short 3D courses that they've provided on their official site just to understand some basics, since I've only ever worked with 2D stuff. Then maybe after that I could do a game jam using Unity 3D so that the experience can help me learn and improve at it.
hypercyte wrote:
Y'all too good for me and my trackpad : (
1155amMeah wrote:
Aww..
Achromalia wrote:
4:07 AM PST.
time to head to bed.
made some progress.
Journal wrote:
I just watched a bunch of grandmas twerk
1229pm
Think I just swallowed my wax 908 pm
Achromalia wrote:
10:19 AM.
It seems like I'm the only one who doesn't know what to do, write or type sometimes.
I got left behind, and couldn't even finish my first paragraph in time.
This final grade is going to fuck me over.
I don't think I even had a chance.
Eghh.
Achromalia wrote:
10:19 AM.
It seems like I'm the only one who doesn't know what to do, write or type sometimes.
I got left behind, and couldn't even finish my first paragraph in time.
This final grade is going to fuck me over.
I don't think I even had a chance.
Eghh.