3:41 new phone

2:25 AM

ay lmao 95% on the calc II exam

ay lmao straight A's

9.28pm

Ehh, my signature and profile portrays exactly what I'm thinking.

09:32PM

Well, that was a bad idea.

6:47 PM PST.

i'm being held captive in my own home to write my own speech against my own will

...

nah, i'm not, but it'd be a funny plotline. i'm just fucking overdue as hell and am failing the "speech" aspect of being a president.

help

9:58pm

wonder if i got in that talent show for my osu!mania skills :thinking:

11:46 a.m.

taking a nice break

12:52PM

!!!!!!!!!!!!!

10:07 AM.

quickly checking the forums before this alg 2 mathematics class starts.

abraker wants the speech done. thanks for the not-exactly-practically-timed encouragement.

Fucking I'm free. Its 4:03 PM. Words cannot describe how hyped I am for this weekend

Ooooh its gun b good

5:04PM

FUCK

reuni wrote:

5:04PM

FUCK

That doesnt sound gud

9:51PM

I CANNOT EMPHASIZE THIS ENOUGH

FUCK

edit: 10:00PM

guess i need to learn to clear my bases...

or be a better person

iunno

9:12 pm wtf going on with Reuni hlelo

8:31 PM PST.

I can't help but think my work is dogshit.

I gotta keep figuring out my way around this and keep going.

12:05

An endless stream of thoughts. I really need to clear my head a bit.

Usually, I find Saturdays quite boring and uneventful. However, while today is barely an exception, at least I have some studying to do to break me out of this vicious cycle of doing the same stuff over and over. And I had to write some story plans in class yesterday. But I never made them stories. It's not required to do, but I want to develop the ideas into stories. Maybe show the teacher afterwards. I might start to type stories for fun again.

I want to get involved with the real world. That really helps with boredom. Surprising to people who know me, but I kinda enjoy being around people, going to new places and being involved. It's fair for me to assume that the only thing most of my peers know about me is that I'm quiet and anxious. I always distance myself from others because I get very scared of messing up if I try to socialise. A friend of mine, she helped me realise that I should be socialising around 2 months back, or possibly somewhat less. However, as getting involved with the real world goes, I'm horribly naive, with going out, and social skills. I've always lived an isolated lifestyle. Which I thought I enjoyed. I was calm. I was safe. But I never really noticed how upset I always was. I've never really felt anything, except fear and sometimes sadness. But I thought that was pretty normal, and feelings are all a show, an act. I feel genuine happiness now. My smiles aren't faked to please others. Annoyingly, not being used to this, I always feel some urge to immediately hide my smiles. But it's starting to lessen. Aches a ton, too. Which is also starting to loosen. Others have noticed and it seems I'm becoming more approachable. Needless to say, I adore this friend.

I have those 2 hours a week to socialise with someone and go to, for example, a café, and this time is precious to me. Which could be a reason why Saturdays seem so boring. I'm practically waiting for this day to come. I love Mondays, because that's when we hang out. I wake up with a smile on a Monday morning, while others in the house don't want to wake up!

I've been up since 6:30, which is quite a good sleep for me nowadays. And 7:00 is amazing. I remember when I've used to be able to sleep until like 11:00 on a weekend. Great times. Or was wasting life away to mess in a dream world truly great? Maybe I quite prefer it like this, spending more time actually doing stuff.

Carmlillball wrote:

12:05

An endless stream of thoughts. I really need to clear my head a bit.

Usually, I find Saturdays quite boring and uneventful. However, while today is barely an exception, at least I have some studying to do to break me out of this vicious cycle of doing the same stuff over and over. And I had to write some story plans in class yesterday. But I never made them stories. It's not required to do, but I want to develop the ideas into stories. Maybe show the teacher afterwards. I might start to type stories for fun again.

I want to get involved with the real world. That really helps with boredom. Surprising to people who know me, but I kinda enjoy being around people, going to new places and being involved. It's fair for me to assume that the only thing most of my peers know about me is that I'm quiet and anxious. I always distance myself from others because I get very scared of messing up if I try to socialise. A friend of mine, she helped me realise that I should be socialising around 2 months back, or possibly somewhat less. However, as getting involved with the real world goes, I'm horribly naive, with going out, and social skills. I've always lived an isolated lifestyle. Which I thought I enjoyed. I was calm. I was safe. But I never really noticed how upset I always was. I've never really felt anything, except fear and sometimes sadness. But I thought that was pretty normal, and feelings are all a show, an act. I feel genuine happiness now. My smiles aren't faked to please others. Annoyingly, not being used to this, I always feel some urge to immediately hide my smiles. But it's starting to lessen. Aches a ton, too. Which is also starting to loosen. Others have noticed and it seems I'm becoming more approachable. Needless to say, I adore this friend.

I have those 2 hours a week to socialise with someone and go to, for example, a café, and this time is precious to me. Which could be a reason why Saturdays seem so boring. I'm practically waiting for this day to come. I love Mondays, because that's when we hang out. I wake up with a smile on a Monday morning, while others in the house don't want to wake up!

I've been up since 6:30, which is quite a good sleep for me nowadays. And 7:00 is amazing. I remember when I've used to be able to sleep until like 11:00 on a weekend. Great times. Or was wasting life away to mess in a dream world truly great? Maybe I quite prefer it like this, spending more time actually doing stuff.

Woah. That's a lot of stuff I never would have guessed without you saying it.

I, uh. That's kind of weird, because honestly, a lot of the stuff is the same for me. That's part of the reason I've been around these forums so much lately. It's a place for me to express and try to feel and sort of figure things out because I'm not very good at doing that. Emotions, and all. It's something I'm working on and expressing myself here is one of the ways I'm doing it.

So, good on you, I think. It seems like you're figuring stuff out. Hope it all goes well. Writing it out can really help.

Hiya! c:

Same story for me. Online is a very helpful starting line. I also hope it all goes well for you!

2:57PM

ITS HOT

EDIT: 8:39PM

i feel the same as before except this time im eating a hot pocket

13:02 Fk my angry rants

9:44am

Bed

2.04am

WTF AM I DOING STILL AWAKE

KotoriIsMyWaifu wrote:

2.04am

WTF AM I DOING STILL AWAKE

I don't know.

19:48 In a negative mood. Maybe hanging in the Osu! forums will help.

Carmlillball wrote:

KotoriIsMyWaifu wrote:

2.04am

WTF AM I DOING STILL AWAKE

I don't know.

19:48 In a negative mood. Maybe hanging in the Osu! forums will help.

I'm late, but I hope you're doin better

3:12 PM and I have a headache need to drink water ahhhh

3:23 AM.

Yes, I'm still up.

Don't judge me.

Tad Fibonacci wrote:

3:23 AM.

Yes, I'm still up.

Don't judge me.

It's 4:10 PM and the only thing I'm thinking about is just how much I'm judging Tad for being awake a 3:23 AM in the morning. I can't believe it. What an absolute madman. A singular degenerate. My disappointment is immeasurable. 3:23 AM! How ridiculous.

Puzzle wrote:

Tad Fibonacci wrote:

3:23 AM.

Yes, I'm still up.

Don't judge me.

It's 4:10 PM and the only thing I'm thinking about is just how much I'm judging Tad for being awake a 3:23 AM in the morning. I can't believe it. What an absolute madman. A singular degenerate. My disappointment is immeasurable. 3:23 AM! How ridiculous.

4:45 AM.

It's me again.

No, I haven't went to bed yet.

Kinda want to drink some tea.

Yes, tea at 4 AM.

Don't judge me.

Tad Fibonacci wrote:

Puzzle wrote:

Tad Fibonacci wrote:

3:23 AM.

Yes, I'm still up.

Don't judge me.

It's 4:10 PM and the only thing I'm thinking about is just how much I'm judging Tad for being awake a 3:23 AM in the morning. I can't believe it. What an absolute madman. A singular degenerate. My disappointment is immeasurable. 3:23 AM! How ridiculous.

4:45 AM.

It's me again.

No, I haven't went to bed yet.

Kinda want to drink some tea.

Yes, tea at 4 AM.

Don't judge me.

It's okay. All judgements have been absolved. Staying up till 4am just to drink some tea is pretty reasonable and I'd do it too. Just make sure you're not drinking the tea at 5am. Then we have a problem.

Puzzle wrote:

Just make sure you're not drinking the tea at 5am. Then we have a problem.

5:03 AM.

Uhh...

Oops.

Tad Fibonacci wrote:

Puzzle wrote:

Just make sure you're not drinking the tea at 5am. Then we have a problem.

5:03 AM.

Uhh...

Oops.

It's 5:36 PM. I'm calm. I'm reasonable. I'm not judging anybody. Nope, not here, no judgements here, just happy, nice, fun times that don't involve any judgements. You're really free to drink tea whenever you want, Tad. I swear.

It's 4:08 PM PST. I'm calm. I'm reasonable. I'm not amused by these search results. Nope, not here, no intriguing results here.

Just a casual, totally intentional, typical time of day that isn't spent on calculating a series of numbers for hilarious search results.

9:39 p.m
That's enough posting on FG, I should play osu now

4.09pm

God, I'm starving, probably just going to buy char siew rice

9:34 Nervous to go out although it's 4 hours 30 mins away, but hey, at least I'm with my mate. ^-^
It's a looong wait, yet I don't quite feel like doing anything. So I'm just hanging on the forums.

9:49 Also, not sure whether to eat breakfast or not. I kinda want to please her by saying I've eaten breakfast today (I usually don't) and to be truthful about it. But there's also this part of me which wants me to lie and say I did when I actually didn't, because she wouldn't notice anyway. Or just don't eat and be honest. But she seems kinda concerned about my lack of eating. But there's nothing to be concerned about. My brain's in a horrible muddle. :/

10:09 Horribly confused. About, everything.

13:24 I'm a nervous wreck but also excited. Quite happy with the box I've half made. Now just needs the lid.

Puzzle wrote:

GOD FUCKING DAMMIT TAD HOW THE FUCK COULD YOU WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU I CANNOT BELIEVE THIS CRAP! TEA AT 5AM?!?!?! FUCKING 5 AM?!?! YOU DEGENERATE IM DISUGSTED I NEED TO GO BLEACH MYSELF BECAEUSE OF HOW DEPRAVED YOU ARE YOU SAVAGE

23:55

;_;

Tad Fibonacci wrote:

Puzzle wrote:

I love you Tad you're amazing I can't believe you would drink tea at 5AM that's so brave, truly a woke individual

23:55

;_;

Why are you crying tad? I don't understand. Do you not love to be showered in compliments?

Puzzle wrote:

12:21

;_;

Why are you crying, Puzzle? I don't understand. Do you not love to be misquoted?

Achromalia wrote:

Puzzle wrote:

12:21

;_;

Hamburger

2:14 AM

Decided to have tea now instead of 5 AM.

Tad Fibonacci wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

Puzzle wrote:

Honestly, these posts are like quantum superpositioned particles. You don't know what state they're in until you look at them. They could say anything. You only really know when someone else quotes them.

I swear to god Puzzle you better shut the fuck up with your blackmagic fuckery quantum posts. This forum isn't no goddamned Schrodinger's cat.

Did you guys know that water is one of the only things that expands when it freezes (besides some metals?) This is actually one the biggest reasons why life exists on planet Earth. Funny how nature be like that, huh? They don't think it be like it do, but it is.

It's 2:20PM and I swear I must've jumped to another timeline because I don't think any of you guys said this stuff.

Puzzle wrote:

Tad Fibonacci wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

Puzzle wrote:

*sees a customer* Hello sir, what will you take?

...

WE WILL TAKE JERUSALEM!!!

DEUS VULT

DEUS VULT

DEUS VULT

2:20PM

DEUS VULT

DEUS VULT

DEUS VULT

2:26 AM.

Huh.