This is basicly a rant. and a question. A rant question.
Everyone has his limits right? I mean, not everyone can be a pro osu player... So I'm wondering, just how ''good'' can anyone get?
As per usual I gained alot of pp in 2 days and then gain nothing again. That's how it always goes for me. Everytime this sudden gain ends I think ''Ok this is probably it. I reached my limit.'' But then at some point I suddenly gain pp again.
Almost 90% of my pp comes from the easiest source: DT. I really want to get better in nomod but for some reason, it is so stressfull to play. If I'm close to getting an FC on a map that might not even give me any pp, my heart feels like it's gonna explode and I lose my breath. Then I miss. And I rage.
My heart keeps pounding for several minutes making it impossible to play because I shake so hard.
I've got one nomod play, a pretty jumpy 5.6 star map, FCd with almost an SS. I have no idea how, because I sometimes try that map again and I can't even get half the combo with maybe 96% acc if I'm lucky.
A frack it. I don't even know what to say really.
Everyone has his limits right? I mean, not everyone can be a pro osu player... So I'm wondering, just how ''good'' can anyone get?
As per usual I gained alot of pp in 2 days and then gain nothing again. That's how it always goes for me. Everytime this sudden gain ends I think ''Ok this is probably it. I reached my limit.'' But then at some point I suddenly gain pp again.
Almost 90% of my pp comes from the easiest source: DT. I really want to get better in nomod but for some reason, it is so stressfull to play. If I'm close to getting an FC on a map that might not even give me any pp, my heart feels like it's gonna explode and I lose my breath. Then I miss. And I rage.
My heart keeps pounding for several minutes making it impossible to play because I shake so hard.
I've got one nomod play, a pretty jumpy 5.6 star map, FCd with almost an SS. I have no idea how, because I sometimes try that map again and I can't even get half the combo with maybe 96% acc if I'm lucky.
A frack it. I don't even know what to say really.
