Saved money, only spent around 10$ since 29th December
forum
What have you done lately to better yourself?
posted
Total Posts
1,079
Absolutely nothing? I mean I've done a few things, probably nothing life-changing tho.
Finished Steven Hawking's book, A brief history of time
done looking back and repeating the same mistake (-:
That clearly isn't bettering yourself now is itciara wrote:
done looking back and repeating the same mistake (-:
Irrelevant post
I suppirt, do it again
I had so much time to think about my last one or two years and what kind of guy I was back then. I am glad that I pretty much did a 180° turn during the last seven months and I am sorry for everyone I might have caused pain and sorrow.
It kinda feels good when you finally realize that you acted like an asshole or something like that. Makes you able to change your point of view on yourself.
It kinda feels good when you finally realize that you acted like an asshole or something like that. Makes you able to change your point of view on yourself.
are you being sarcastic or just dumb?? who are you to judge that it makes myself better????Blitzfrog wrote:
That clearly isn't bettering yourself now is itciara wrote:
done looking back and repeating the same mistake (-:
Irrelevant post
I suppirt, do it again
have good feeling inside, although still doing something bad..
Not hiding who I am and feeling comfortable with my sexuality and to not be fearful of it
I've changed my behavior towards other people, especially on osu! Was about to get a lot of trouble 10 months ago and now I'm quite happy, that I'm not that much of an annoying ass anymore. ewe
I decided to actually start being serious about studying and now I'm a consistent high honors student kek
Accepted a religion. It feels good to finally believe in something for real and not just be on the fence.
This is not a cult right...Flannel wrote:
Accepted a religion. It feels good to finally believe in something for real and not just be on the fence.
Actually sticking to somewhat a healthy diet.
Not smoking as much ish..
Not smoking as much ish..
Started a new diet plan. 
Been sober for 19 days now.. Probably will break my streak tomorrow though.. 
Read more literature. I need to get used to it if I want to be a good writer as well.
I've recently gone outside more to do some physical activity. I've also tried to clean out the old and bring in some new as well. I usually slouch so I'm also trying to fix that.
Overall, I'm trying to be more self-aware.
Overall, I'm trying to be more self-aware.
ssl_old_1
I've wasted the time to read this thread's first 20 pages.
That motivated me to write a "novel" about my case, which I haven't begun to solve at all yet.
But reading 44 to 46 (and 16 to 20) kind of blew a part of the motivation away...
xxxx, I'm repeating the procrastination...
I'll do it... Someday...
*Back to "Tries to gather motivation".*
That motivated me to write a "novel" about my case, which I haven't begun to solve at all yet.
But reading 44 to 46 (and 16 to 20) kind of blew a part of the motivation away...
xxxx, I'm repeating the procrastination...
I'll do it... Someday...
*Back to "Tries to gather motivation".*
So after all that time...
I took an appointment with the univ' psychol' for the 15th.
I'm still procrastinating my work, though.
I took an appointment with the univ' psychol' for the 15th.
I'm still procrastinating my work, though.
Depends on what sort of bettering oneself you mean:
1) In osu!
I guess simply trying out more styles of music to adapt to different rhythms and beats and also using more mods such as [Hr, Hd, etc]
2) IRL
Honestly disconnecting for a while from the computer and consoles and actually hang out with people and work out, funny enough, after jogging or any physical activity my performance in osu tends to get better
So i guess that's nice
1) In osu!
I guess simply trying out more styles of music to adapt to different rhythms and beats and also using more mods such as [Hr, Hd, etc]
2) IRL
Honestly disconnecting for a while from the computer and consoles and actually hang out with people and work out, funny enough, after jogging or any physical activity my performance in osu tends to get better
So i guess that's nice
I got tired of always begin the one who has to ask friends somewhere, so I decided it'd be better to just completely distance myself from other people and re-learn living as a shut in. To someone this may seem like going worse than better, but trust me, my overall mood is way better this way. Before I could at times just get sad (especially when I did nothing to distract my thoughts) because it felt like no-one really wanted to have me around or something. This probably wouldn't be an issue if as simple thing as starting a conversation with someone wouldn't be so huge struggle (the feeling of bothering the other person is what mostly holds me back). I don't know if there is any other way to make things better without having to distance myself from others, but this just seemed to be the easiest option I could think of.
Actually participating in school. I've learned everything I need there at work, but I kinda realized that being decoration with good grades still results in more or less bad grades when you never say a word and always spent time on your phone. I already fixed my grades now, but I am very close to the best students in my class and maybe I can even pass their grades average by the end of the year.
I also decided to quit partying every second weekend untill August when I attend Psy-Fi 2017. It kinda became a crucial part of my life and even though I met the most precious people of my life on most of the raves, it still results in me being out of money all the time because I ended up wasting over 150-200€ everytime I went out.
I also decided to quit partying every second weekend untill August when I attend Psy-Fi 2017. It kinda became a crucial part of my life and even though I met the most precious people of my life on most of the raves, it still results in me being out of money all the time because I ended up wasting over 150-200€ everytime I went out.
These days I think more often about where I will be if I continue my bad habits (procrastinating, playing osu! hah, etc.) and what I can do to become a better person internally. I'm working on putting important things like family, homework, and laundry first before I hop on to osu! or whatever I wish to do for a while.
Idk how well its going but it feels good to not worry about things that should've been done in the first place.
Idk how well its going but it feels good to not worry about things that should've been done in the first place.
just leaving those misses and keep the map playing...
just earning some cash for a better future
just earning some cash for a better future
didnt smoke a cig in 4 days, trying to limit myself to ~5 a week for a while, from that to 1 and progressively quit if possible
keep worrying about my junk PC...
so it let me play seriously
so it let me play seriously
Nothing. My life is a disaster and I keep pretending that everything's fine and dandy.
I guess posting here is a good start. I'm no longer in denial and I can do something about it.
I guess posting here is a good start. I'm no longer in denial and I can do something about it.
I've spent more time actually doing work before I do anything else like games and stuff like that. I have a really bad habit of getting sidetracked while I work so it's kind of hard for me to sit down and do all my work in one sitting. I've been forcing myself recently and so far, I've been seeing improvements.
Take 1 term again to complete my essay.
and doing morning exercise...
yeah thats for now...
and doing morning exercise...
yeah thats for now...