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eat just one chocolate bar per day, which is already better than two bars!
I learned that: Being TOO NICE to the people that I feel loyality will let them stab me from my back.Or maybe it"s just because,they couldn"t accept some facts about me since the beginning and they had never a chanche to find an opening on my heart till backstabbing.In the end they will try to use some useless excuses about their pasts or experiences to make my heart satisfied.But they will never even get embaressed or shamed about what they did.
Nishiji gave me an advice as a sister.She was right.I cared too much for the other people.So I am the one who feels the pain.But I dont regret and I will do it again and again.Because I like to be an insane person...
Nishiji gave me an advice as a sister.She was right.I cared too much for the other people.So I am the one who feels the pain.But I dont regret and I will do it again and again.Because I like to be an insane person...
I'm realising things.
chaee
I got better at keeping quiet. Still need to work on it a bit.
I'm writing a book. I've written two children's books already and I'm now in the process of writing my first book for adults. It's going well so far and I'm reaching the end of each day feeling like I've achieved something.
Stopped giving a shit about what people say about me.
Also stopped being so kind to people who take me and my help for granted.
Never again.
Also stopped being so kind to people who take me and my help for granted.
Never again.
ehh.. I guess I only try to improve my drawing and osu skills. I'm a tota tryhard I just want to be good at what i'm doing.. (not that im having no fun doing what I love though). I set my goals high , I love to challange myself xD
I'm an all mode player. And well... I spent almost 4-5 hours/day in order to keep the standard up. And well... It's harder than everything else. Include playing Big Black on every single mode... (?)
However, I'm still using the same kb as the one that I used when I started to play Osu!(Std) which was already 1.25 years ago before I join Taiko (10 months ago), osu!mania (9 months ago) and Catch the Beat (4 months ago)
Finally get some result on the extreme plays, which..............
My kb keys getting more and more shinier
)))))
However, I'm still using the same kb as the one that I used when I started to play Osu!(Std) which was already 1.25 years ago before I join Taiko (10 months ago), osu!mania (9 months ago) and Catch the Beat (4 months ago)
Finally get some result on the extreme plays, which..............
My kb keys getting more and more shinier
)))))Nothing really. I'm going to sleep 30 min earlier than before, if that counts.
So recently there was this huge amount of negative stuff happening in my life.
Lost a few fam-members to the thing called "death by accidence", lost my girlfriend & best friend by catching them
together betraying me (like you know, relationship stuff in deep negativity for me).
Lost my Job, Totally dropped out of life. Even got into the closed hospital for psychopaths for one night.
After that night, i picked myself up, wrote down every sh!t that i don't like and/or h8 about myself and how to fix/handle it.
Since that day, everytime i fall back into depressions or just lose hope, i read those Pages i wrote back then, and motivate myself again.
Right now i'm about to move from Stuttgart to Cologne and start a whole new Life, completely made by myself.
No help from mum. No help from anyone. Just my Work, My Progress, My Goal.
Wish me Luck so i can get an appartment soon :^)
Greetings,
Wales
Lost a few fam-members to the thing called "death by accidence", lost my girlfriend & best friend by catching them
together betraying me (like you know, relationship stuff in deep negativity for me).
Lost my Job, Totally dropped out of life. Even got into the closed hospital for psychopaths for one night.
After that night, i picked myself up, wrote down every sh!t that i don't like and/or h8 about myself and how to fix/handle it.
Since that day, everytime i fall back into depressions or just lose hope, i read those Pages i wrote back then, and motivate myself again.
Right now i'm about to move from Stuttgart to Cologne and start a whole new Life, completely made by myself.
No help from mum. No help from anyone. Just my Work, My Progress, My Goal.
Wish me Luck so i can get an appartment soon :^)
Greetings,
Wales
My best goes out to you. It sounds like it's pretty rough but I'm glad you're able to cope. Good luck with getting your apartment! Stay happy and if you ever need someone to talk to don't hesitate to ask as there are plenty of friendly people on this forumWales wrote:
So recently there was this huge amount of negative stuff happening in my life.
Lost a few fam-members to the thing called "death by accidence", lost my girlfriend & best friend by catching them
together betraying me (like you know, relationship stuff in deep negativity for me).
Lost my Job, Totally dropped out of life. Even got into the closed hospital for psychopaths for one night.
After that night, i picked myself up, wrote down every sh!t that i don't like and/or h8 about myself and how to fix/handle it.
Since that day, everytime i fall back into depressions or just lose hope, i read those Pages i wrote back then, and motivate myself again.
Right now i'm about to move from Stuttgart to Cologne and start a whole new Life, completely made by myself.
No help from mum. No help from anyone. Just my Work, My Progress, My Goal.
Wish me Luck so i can get an appartment soon :^)
Greetings,
Wales
As for me I've been bettering myself by going to the gym more and I've been attempting to learn some basic japanese.
really.lol wrote:
ur mom
Absolutely nothing, but that's fine.
p sure I was drunk when I posted thislol wrote:
ur mom
ot: I started eating more meat so I don't look like a starving nairobian child
but starving nairobian children look better than you??lol wrote:
I started eating more meat so I don't look like a starving nairobian child
HOLY SHIT WHERE DID THAT COME FROM AOMI I NEED WATERAomi wrote:
but starving nairobian children look better than you??lol wrote:
I started eating more meat so I don't look like a starving nairobian child
you can drink your tearslol wrote:
HOLY SHIT WHERE DID THAT COME FROM AOMI I NEED WATER
As I explained in the Current Life Situation thread, I'm trying to study chemistry 4 hours per day minimum.
Today I studied 7 hours. I spent a lot of time practicing with exercises and did good in all of them. Even so, I still feel uneasy, very anxious and need to trust myself a lot more but I don't know how to (Tbh, I don't really know why I feel like this if I did all the exercises correctly so far.. I should be this worried if I actually was lacking a lot of knowledge/not understanding anything/being hopeless).
I do feel a bit self-confident from time to time but I can't keep up with that attitude. I have a lot of up and downs. I am positive but at the same time I end up doubting myself. It's more like a challenge for me to be 100% positive. To soothe my worries/nerves I drink a cup of linen tea specially before bed.
I'm also trying to improve my sleep schedule in order to study better and have a healthier life.
Today I studied 7 hours. I spent a lot of time practicing with exercises and did good in all of them. Even so, I still feel uneasy, very anxious and need to trust myself a lot more but I don't know how to (Tbh, I don't really know why I feel like this if I did all the exercises correctly so far.. I should be this worried if I actually was lacking a lot of knowledge/not understanding anything/being hopeless).
I do feel a bit self-confident from time to time but I can't keep up with that attitude. I have a lot of up and downs. I am positive but at the same time I end up doubting myself. It's more like a challenge for me to be 100% positive. To soothe my worries/nerves I drink a cup of linen tea specially before bed.
I'm also trying to improve my sleep schedule in order to study better and have a healthier life.
I managed to get back home, thus ending my 6 months of homelessness just as quickly as it started.
My mom had a stroke last month and can no longer work so I'm stuck here at home watching over her. I started making drawing a habit and hopefully will be able to start earning through my art in the near future so I could help out with financial stuff while still be able to take care of my mom at home.
But JAKACHAN!JAKACHAN wrote:
Also, please don't troll this thread.
Fine.
I've become more patient so i can actually become a psychologist like I've always wanted. I've also been eating healthier and got a few hobbies that will help me calm myself down whenever I feel the need to light something on fire. I've decided to learn new things every day so I can actually use my potential that everyone's been telling me to use for the past five years of my life. That's about it, too be honest.
Samo tako nastavi.Dexenta wrote:
But JAKACHAN!JAKACHAN wrote:
Also, please don't troll this thread.
Fine.
I've become more patient so i can actually become a psychologist like I've always wanted. I've also been eating healthier and got a few hobbies that will help me calm myself down whenever I feel the need to light something on fire. I've decided to learn new things every day so I can actually use my potential that everyone's been telling me to use for the past five years of my life. That's about it, too be honest.
OT: Been taking school a lot more seriously lately,
especially because it's coming to an end.
8 more weeks man.
Also been eating more healthy food and stuff.
Planning to go to the gym for summer vacation to lose some weight after this all ends.
All my life I've had terrible back problems especially in my neck. I kind of gave up on it because nothing was working. I stopped seeing chiropractors and just took painkillers when I couldn't stand it. This last little while I decided I didn't want to live like that. I found a chiropractor that focuses on chronic problems and injuries. First session with them I found out I have scoliosis.
Since then I've been doing a few daily exercises to strengthen the muscles and prevent the scoliosis from getting worse. There hasn't been much of effect yet, but I pretty much just started. Just having an explanation for why I'm in pain so often helps.
Since then I've been doing a few daily exercises to strengthen the muscles and prevent the scoliosis from getting worse. There hasn't been much of effect yet, but I pretty much just started. Just having an explanation for why I'm in pain so often helps.
oh shit, scoliosis. Can't they fix it through surgery? I hope it gets better soon.
Scoliosis can be solved by metal braces being attached to your spine if I recall correctly. Hope you can recover soon though, scoliosis can be debilitating.
On topic, I started sleeping earlier than intended because my palpitations can get out of hand. I feel way better now.
On topic, I started sleeping earlier than intended because my palpitations can get out of hand. I feel way better now.