I began to read more. 1 to 3 books a week on average, depending on the length of the book.
I feel like I am hooked for life.
I feel like I am hooked for life.
This is a very common problem. And while I have not perfected solving this problem yet, it has gotten a LOT better.Zafkiele wrote:
Hmm. What have I done lately to better myself?.. interesting questions.
Nothing... YET
I have realized though, through this question and a little self reflection, that I'm really self conscious (as a good amount of people are), and I pretend to not care. I pretend to not care, and then at the end of the day I keep thinking such negative thoughts to myself that it hurts and it's frustrating.
So I guess in a nutshell, I need to value myself better. But then again, I never feel satisfied with the achievements I get so I'm always hungry for more.
What a problem. :<
You should buy a bottle of wine and keep it there for when you find out that all of those "dream guys" are mediocre at best. That's when you need to open the bottle and take a sip from the drink of maturity and look at the past, laughing at it. :pChiuyo wrote:
I have it hard to delete pictures and messages I've gotten from people long ago. But I forced myself to delete every picture that makes me sad and every message I've gotten from people I no longer have in my life or people I truly dislike, and I'm going to leave everything that happened this year in the past except from meeting the guy in my dreams this December, and hoping for 2015 to be a good year. Atleast better than 2014.
...but it seems to piss my parents offGSG95 wrote:
I shut my mouth.
TheNekoNextDoor wrote:
It's time to have a little mope.
Okay, a big mope.
So, on Tuesday, I had a science test (Biology - my weak point). I panicked a lot, as you can tell if you read my posts in the "What did you do to better yourself" thread. I didn't answer many questions, and got instantly worried about my overall result.
I got my paper back, and I got an F+ mark. WAY lower than I would've wanted, and also my second F grade in a row in an end of unit test. (Note this is at GCSE level). I AM ABSOLUTELY AND UTTERLY DEVASTATED.
Plus we had a horrible supply teacher, which made things a LOT worse (actually one of the few times where I actually HATED a teacher)
I just checked on a service my school uses where I can check my levels, reward points, ect.
Due to my test level, my overall grade has dropped to an E.
AND MY PARENTS WILL BE ABLE TO SEE THAT OVERALL GRADE.
I need help. I am letting test grades decide what I'm worth, and beating myself up over it. I'm so close to giving up completely and losing my mind. If I fail the maths upcoming maths test (WHICH IS ON MY BIRTHDAY, EVEN WORSE), I'm lost.
I JUST NEED SO MUCH HELP. I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE.
GSG95 wrote:
I shut my mouth.
Hey man, it's really impressive that you already have goals and what you want to become in the future (Voice Acting, that's cool as fuck!). That's a big driving force for everything you do in life, so make sure never to let go of those goals!Ryukaii wrote:
I'm 15 and dealing with Depression and yes, Overthinking. Even though i'm young, i tend to overthink "Life" things. Such as i will never have a career, I'm not good at anything, i'm better off not being here. Recently, i have been trying to pick myself up. I will be concentrating more on my school work. My aspirations are Voice Acting and Game Development.
Glad you're doing better for your self JAKACHAN. Good luck in the future!
Hey dude. Yeah, Voice Acting and Game Development have always been a passion of mine. I can do Anime/Videogame voice impressions, and i am even in a fandub of Angel Beats coming out very soon ^_^. I plan to go public with voice acting by putting it in my Indie RPG i shall be working on.Magicphoenix wrote:
Hey man, it's really impressive that you already have goals and what you want to become in the future (Voice Acting, that's cool as fuck!). That's a big driving force for everything you do in life, so make sure never to let go of those goals!Ryukaii wrote:
I'm 15 and dealing with Depression and yes, Overthinking. Even though i'm young, i tend to overthink "Life" things. Such as i will never have a career, I'm not good at anything, i'm better off not being here. Recently, i have been trying to pick myself up. I will be concentrating more on my school work. My aspirations are Voice Acting and Game Development.
Glad you're doing better for your self JAKACHAN. Good luck in the future!
You might want to read "The Power of Now" by Eckhart Tolle to solve your overthinking problems It's a bit spiritual but a huge help for everyone, that I know of, who read it. Also, Feeling Good The New Mood Therapy by David Burns has helped a lot of people out of depression. I know it's in no way easy to deal with depression and it's really not cool that you have to deal with it, so stay strong a'ight?
Good luck bro, you're still young so don't forget living the way you want it and always, always improving on yourself (ofc also do that when you get older! )
PS: If you want the pdf of those books send me a pm.
I think you're pretty well off and doing good at the moment. Depression just complicates life so much, and I personally have severe depression (and insomnia and other things that I found out after like autism) to the point where I wasn't attending much school, and then I got demitted last March. You have goals. That's the most important thing. I thought that myself, that I'll never get anywhere in life. Yet, that's what I'm scared of.Ryukaii wrote:
I'm 15 and dealing with Depression and yes, Overthinking. Even though i'm young, i tend to overthink "Life" things. Such as i will never have a career, I'm not good at anything, i'm better off not being here. Recently, i have been trying to pick myself up. I will be concentrating more on my school work. My aspirations are Voice Acting and Game Development.
Glad you're doing better for your self JAKACHAN. Good luck in the future!
I know that feel I quit playing league 1 week ago don't even miss it lol!cogulol wrote:
i started playing osu because of league (huehahe)
and quit playing league because of osu
best decision ever
oh yeah and for some reason i've overcome the schizophrenic episodes i've had for a couple months (probably from a bad lsd trip i've had), which is really nice and comforting
and if things work out fine i'll be going back to school this summer to get a proper graduation which i screwed up before because i was being a stupid 17 year old, and that's also really cool because that whole 'cutting myself off of social things' thing is starting to get somewhat out of hand for me lately