I took a break from osu! just to return to get silenced for 2 weeks right away, for no reason. That means I was gone for about a month in total. I realized a few things during that time.
I've spent time watching movies, even playing video games which is something completely new to me aside from Pokémon and Spyro. That's actually fun. I've spent time outdoors, hanging out at the beach, taking random walks and bus/train trips to nowhere. I've even found my motivation in making music again, and oh boy is that stuff delightful and refreshing. I've also slept a lot, escaping reality is another fun hobby of mine. ASMR videos have helped me a lot with seeing mostly good dreams.
Elliott Hulse's videos have become really helpful with managing my mindset and so on, there's some really good ideas I will, I HAVE TO adapt to my life in the future. I don't want to end up depressed, compliant, bound to fucking unnecessary things that will do shit for me. "Be an egomaniac!" - Elliott Hulse, 2014
So yeah, anyway, I'm leaving the city in 6 days, which means a lot of more good things for me for another week. I need to get my shit together before school starts, and continue keeping my shit together when the school starts. Shouldn't be tough, considering that I will have to do this, and it's my last 1,5 years coming up next - mainly easy subjects, and the interesting ones. Also Swedish, but who cares.
- People suck. A lot.
- osu! people suck even more, like holy fuck. Most of you guys have no idea about the sense of rationality.
- People are really shallow, and tend to pretend shit that don't really matter to them a single bit.
- I have things to do. Like serious things that will help me get better at life.
I've spent time watching movies, even playing video games which is something completely new to me aside from Pokémon and Spyro. That's actually fun. I've spent time outdoors, hanging out at the beach, taking random walks and bus/train trips to nowhere. I've even found my motivation in making music again, and oh boy is that stuff delightful and refreshing. I've also slept a lot, escaping reality is another fun hobby of mine. ASMR videos have helped me a lot with seeing mostly good dreams.
Elliott Hulse's videos have become really helpful with managing my mindset and so on, there's some really good ideas I will, I HAVE TO adapt to my life in the future. I don't want to end up depressed, compliant, bound to fucking unnecessary things that will do shit for me. "Be an egomaniac!" - Elliott Hulse, 2014
So yeah, anyway, I'm leaving the city in 6 days, which means a lot of more good things for me for another week. I need to get my shit together before school starts, and continue keeping my shit together when the school starts. Shouldn't be tough, considering that I will have to do this, and it's my last 1,5 years coming up next - mainly easy subjects, and the interesting ones. Also Swedish, but who cares.