ive been trying to support small buisnesses and also collect cute videos of small animals.
sametyhjyys wrote:
NOTHING
Sort of an update:Arctos Sagittario wrote:
Studying for the bar exam… not quite sure what to do though, anxiety is accumulating faster than actual knowledge.
That is amazing. Tea works for everything especially milk tea. Except i started drinking milk tea due to frustration and been drinking a cup or two every day . Actually, at this certain moment, Im drinking milk teamozawa wrote:
i also used to have anger issues, and i basically developed a habit of drinking tea whenever i feel pissed off
my fav tea is earl grey btw that shits good asf
so your calling 90% of the osu community scum eh,other than number 5,the rest i can somewhat agree withWitherMite wrote:
I'm coming to terms with the fact that due to my circumstances, which i wont get into here, I have to do things differently than most people do. Even though I feel as if I should be able to do the all same things as "normal" people, this past year has shown me pretty clearly that no I cant. So I've been looking for ways to get around the problems I have to face and have recently found things that are actually working for once.
I'll share some things I've found over this past year of misery that can help anybody, even if you aren't in my special circumstances:
1. On productivity:
pretend motivation does not exist. it will not get you though life. treat it as a sometimes thing, because it is.
discipline also is not the entire answer to productivity, but a byproduct, because how are you going to start building new habits? how do you start having discipline in the first place if it has to be trained?
True productivity is a change in your lifestyle and surroundings. By default we are like water, or electricity - taking the path of least resistance, its the way everything works in nature. if you want something to get done, skip the thinking about doing it, make it the easy thing to do, the only choice.
if you have to make a decision, there's a chance you will never start.
2. The strongest motivators are the short term ones. if the reward or punishment is too far in the future, even if you think rationally about it, it will never register as strongly as short term ones. If I had to rank it would be like this: Instant gratification > instant punishment > delayed punishment > delayed gratification. this is the reason that addiction is a thing. monkey brain is stronger than your rational thought.
3. Don't make changes to your life too fast. start slow and barely outside your comfort zone. if you ever find yourself in the kind of hole I'm in, trying to just jump out of it will not work, you will either never reach the top or if you do get out you could easily just fall back in. you have to work to build a permanent staircase that you can use in the future.
4. If you are like me and hate to-do lists with a passion, but really need them, try out Habitica Its an interactive to-do list that does more than be an intimidating list of deadlines that you never want to look at or add to. it give you a reason to open it up other than "I have to" it might be a bit cringe to turn a to-do list into a game, but its working for me so far and there's a decent sized community there, though I haven't gotten into it much.
5. If you ever tell anyone "just do it" as advice or "motivation": you are the scum of the earth.
not sure what you're getting at with this?animesquadgp wrote:
so your calling 90% of the osu community scum eh,other than number 5,the rest i can somewhat agree with
keremaru wrote:
well actually, this is a bit less of what i've done to better myself, and more of a realization of what it is i'm doing that should be fixed sooner or later.
so because i like to play online games a bunch (play pokemon mmos, not the shitty ones, and osu), i started to notice that my grades aren't really looking up for the best right now. and at home, i'm starting to lack on my chores, which is supposed to help me "build up responsibility".
i always disregarded what my mom said about "you're going to have to take care of yourself when you grow up" and thought that if i could get good enough at competitive esport games that i could join a team, i'd do it, but i realize that there has to be some sort of a stepping stone for me to achieve that goal. and now that i'm not really focused on trying to play games like league of legends or rocket league, i'm a bit more skeptical to how my future is going to paint itself out. because i'm only 14 years old, i still don't have a good grasp on how my life is going to be in 4 years, or when i graduate. more like "if", at this point.
so i might start playing less games (10 hours or more per day as of right now), and focus more on my education rather than how i'm going to figure out how i would do 6k muscle memories on osu!mania. i might also take myself more seriously, because at this point in my life, i'm only eating lunch most of the days of the week, and i rarely drink water/liquids, and i wake up somewhat earlier than the rest of my family. thinking about how i'm going to do this, i might have to lose some of my online "friends" (quotations because i'm not sure anymore), but i practically died on discord. i didn't want to, but real life called, and i'm contemplating what would have happened if i still could use discord. as i type this, i wonder what could have been if i didn't die on discord, if i, i don't know, didn't leave. now, i didn't leave, technically, but i feel like there's a part of me that's missing, and the part that has an open gap in it is sucking out all the interest that i ever had in any subject that i liked doing, like drawing, or learning hiragana and katakana. and now, i feel like i don't even know myself anymore. i'm practically losing myself when i wake up everyday, waiting for the inevitable end of my online life. someday, and i don't know when, i'm going to lose interest in everything that i found fun, that i found, interesting. and after a few years, i'll be signing papers in some rundown office building, with each phase of my life slowly passing by, mocking me for "what could have been."
now this post sounds more like a sad life story than what i've done to better myself.