I've been playing osu! for about a year, and really enjoyed the difficulty and progression of the game. I promised myself when I started to work on improving that I would play for fun, to be able to get good enough to play the maps that I couldn't.
These days though I just find myself just doing DT insanes to try and farm pp. After a while I realised that I wasn't even really enjoying the game anymore and care so much about my rank.
I would take a break(I have) but then my rank would decay, which kinda annoys me to the point that I will come back, try to get more pp etc. It's an endless process, also very time consuming.
I know rank is just a number, but why do I seem to care about it so much?
Thanks for reading, I'm just having a little bit of a rant :L
These days though I just find myself just doing DT insanes to try and farm pp. After a while I realised that I wasn't even really enjoying the game anymore and care so much about my rank.
I would take a break(I have) but then my rank would decay, which kinda annoys me to the point that I will come back, try to get more pp etc. It's an endless process, also very time consuming.
I know rank is just a number, but why do I seem to care about it so much?
Thanks for reading, I'm just having a little bit of a rant :L