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I feel like each member of my family is just going live all alone.

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MrMcMikey22
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MrMcMikey22
I really feel scared of what's going to happen in the future.

I feel like I'm missing the times where my family and I were spending time together.

Now it's just watching TV and hope that my mom doesn't suddenly leave the house.

(My mom always just mysteriously disappears and comes back a lot later than expected..
As if she wants to just find any kind of man to support her...)

I have a feeling that soon enough the entire family will just be living on themselves, all alone.

And I don't feel ready to just live with my life, all alone.

The jobs, writing the applications, praaaaying for someone to let me work, horrible time scedule, not getting enough money, possibility of getting fired, because who knows what, having a chance to die because of some random thing, the future, the internet, corporates, maybe getting homeless idk...

I feel really scared of what's going to happen next, because I feel like I'm appearing in a timeline where everything will just fall down as the years go by. ;_;

It's like literally going to get gradually worse and worse, even though I often feel fine right now.
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Wimpy Cursed
1,119 posts
Joined July 2021
Wimpy Cursed

MrMcMikey22 wrote:

The jobs, writing the applications, praaaaying for someone to let me work, horrible time scedule, not getting enough money, possibility of getting fired, because who knows what, having a chance to die because of some random thing, the future, the internet, corporates, maybe getting homeless idk...

It's like literally going to get gradually worse and worse, even though I often feel fine right now.
Try to focus on having a different mindset to this, approach stuff differently.
That is really the only general advice I can give here.
MrMcMikey22
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Joined January 2021
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MrMcMikey22
But it just feels so off, to just soon not be able to live with my mom anymore.

How is she going to do with her life after all of that?
Wimpy Cursed
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Joined July 2021
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Well it's not impossible to keep tabs with her. It's just less frequent, that's not bad.
Besides that, we all have to make our own decisions on most things anyway.
MrMcMikey22
1,741 posts
Joined January 2021
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MrMcMikey22
But when I move on all alone, I feel like as if I have left her completely...

It's like as if I don't have any acess to any kind of contact anymore if I'd be alone.

Although I have to go into a different school in order to improve my grades, so that I'll obviously have a higher chance of getting a job. Getting a good grade for a job is going to make me feel way more proud and less scared.

But even when I'm about to get used to live alone. There are still some significant flaws, like not being able to do much, because you'd have to always work. (Probably just a job with 8 hours of like 5-7 days..)
As if you can't really do anything after being busy working.
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Wimpy Cursed
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Joined July 2021
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Well you will just have to see how it goes and start judging your lifestyle from there.
Patatitta
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Joined February 2020
Patatitta
welcome to growing up
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