so the thing is, everyday that i play my grip changes, which causes my aim to change every day. this has been an issue of mine ever since i came back to osu after 2 years of inactivity. when i try to focus on my grip it just gets worse and feels alien. i really want to keep playing but i cant take this thing anymore. yes, i do have photos of my grip and try to recreate it but it feels alien the next day. does anybody else have the same issue? how do i fix it? and also how should i fix my shaky-iness when i play dt?