i consider the skill to feel better and better about your improvements to be the best in ctb or any game. if you feel happy with how you play that's more than enough
if you go by competitiveness too much you'll throw shit at you all the time because someone is always better than you in some aspect of the game so that's not healthy
if you go by competitiveness too much you'll throw shit at you all the time because someone is always better than you in some aspect of the game so that's not healthy