Got sick, went to the hospital and now I have to take a bazillion of pills. Yay.
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Been making some improvement in my traditional art! Fairly proud of that, but I wish I could do the same with my music...
Been thinking a lot about the improvements I've been making these past few months, and those which I'll be making in the future.
I'm going to the town centre alone on Monday, using a bus, and then going to a college class, which I talk quite a lot in. Around 2 months ago, I would've never been able to go on a bus. Before May/June, I was pretty much mute, and I still only just got comfortable with talking [comfortable to the point where I (reluctantly) start conversations] last week.
There's a lot of other things, too.
Mm, everything in my life is weird, but change isn't always bad. 💙
I'm going to the town centre alone on Monday, using a bus, and then going to a college class, which I talk quite a lot in. Around 2 months ago, I would've never been able to go on a bus. Before May/June, I was pretty much mute, and I still only just got comfortable with talking [comfortable to the point where I (reluctantly) start conversations] last week.
There's a lot of other things, too.
Mm, everything in my life is weird, but change isn't always bad. 💙
Let's try to keep thinking about this for 2h:
Makoto: Sometimes I get the strange urge to clean when I visit a friend's room.
Futaba: No, don't! They might already have everything exactly where they want it!
In other words, I'm just being mad.
Even for one item to be moved from its original place would just...
Yes, this is stupid.
FROM A NORMAL POINT OF VIEW, FOR DOOM'S SAKE, CAN I BE DIFFERENT. I'M ALREADY TECHNICALLY DIFFERENT BY BEING UNIQUE IN THIS PLANET BUT STILL.
Unless the one moving it is someone I can "trust", but of course in this case with 2 items, it's not.
Worst part of it: their positions have been switched. Ew.
And now I'm stuck in front of this screen/PC because I can't make a move without having them criticize what I'm doing with my things.
THOSE, ARE, MY, THINGS, YOU [...].
Makoto: Sometimes I get the strange urge to clean when I visit a friend's room.
Futaba: No, don't! They might already have everything exactly where they want it!
In other words, I'm just being mad.
Even for one item to be moved from its original place would just...
Yes, this is stupid.
FROM A NORMAL POINT OF VIEW, FOR DOOM'S SAKE, CAN I BE DIFFERENT. I'M ALREADY TECHNICALLY DIFFERENT BY BEING UNIQUE IN THIS PLANET BUT STILL.
Unless the one moving it is someone I can "trust", but of course in this case with 2 items, it's not.
Worst part of it: their positions have been switched. Ew.
And now I'm stuck in front of this screen/PC because I can't make a move without having them criticize what I'm doing with my things.
THOSE, ARE, MY, THINGS, YOU [...].
I'm frustrated because I'm debugging a crash that shouldn't even happen...
Access violation in NTDLL....
All of this just because I want to spawn some bullets.
Every bullet has a chance of causing a crash....
Access violation in NTDLL....
All of this just because I want to spawn some bullets.
Every bullet has a chance of causing a crash....
Monday has arrived as foretoldvinnicci wrote:
ah crapMeah wrote:
It's Monday soon
I just ran a good 30:00 min outside and am extremely exhausted.
Monday then departedWestonini wrote:
Monday has arrived as foretoldvinnicci wrote:
ah crapMeah wrote:
It's Monday soon
didn't take my meds this morning because the bus was running up
i want to sleep again
i want to sleep again
Not even Meah could predict the Tuesday that had arrived shortly after.Meah wrote:
Monday then departedWestonini wrote:
Monday has arrived as foretoldvinnicci wrote:
ah crapMeah wrote:
It's Monday soon
Nor could the cowboy Westonini could foretell of the Wednesday that slowly approached.Westonini wrote:
Not even Meah could predict the Tuesday that had arrived shortly after.Meah wrote:
Monday then departedWestonini wrote:
Monday has arrived as foretoldvinnicci wrote:
ah crapMeah wrote:
It's Monday soon
My legs are dead. They were already pretty bad this morning because of my run yesterday and I have now taken anoter run and killed them for good. I can't even begin to imagine what it will feel like tommorow
Muscle cramp sucks
im getting better. i feel better about myself. every day is one step closer to truly feeling happy again.
Nice. Good luck Chara!charamaru wrote:
im getting better. i feel better about myself. every day is one step closer to truly feeling happy again.
Still mourning over old forums