Status Update

My mental health might get astonishingly better.
Found an item that can give me (probably more than) a bit of peace of mind.

For the moment, I feel more motivated, alive, like I won't be giving up easily yet.

[Mar. 19th 2019 Update]
_10% procrastinating too much around too many games (Only SV2 on "Osu!", I'm quitting, still trying to ****-mapping)
_0.5% ****-mapping
_25% enjoying this thread
_64% (forced to be) enjoying life
_0.5% trying to get back to books I'm supposed to read / translation stuff (minor hobby)

pentaqola

7 posts

Joined May 2018

pentaqola 2019-09-10T08:37:30+00:00

feeling kind of sick right now... probably because i dipped my feet in water yesterday unfortunately due to bad weather...

its just the common colds with a mix of cough, so nothing much for me to worry about... glad i didn't get leptospirosis, hopefully...

this stinks

Tad Fibonacci

105 posts

Joined August 2015

Tad Fibonacci 2019-09-10T10:45:31+00:00

Got sick, went to the hospital and now I have to take a bazillion of pills. Yay.

Feuer! Sperrfeuer! Los!
Achtung! Deckung! Hinlegen! Halt!

Meah

734 posts

Joined November 2014

Meah 2019-09-13T16:02:01+00:00

Iz*one vampire 😍

Achromalia

213 posts

Joined November 2016

Achromalia 2019-09-13T16:32:26+00:00

Been making some improvement in my traditional art! Fairly proud of that, but I wish I could do the same with my music...

Your thoughts and experiences are your creative fodder.
The phantasmic world you seek is your own solace to solder.
'
~ ( https://twitter.com/nonchromatism ) ~
~ ( https://soundcloud.com/achromatism ) ~

Carmlillball

130 posts

Joined April 2018

Carmlillball 2019-09-14T15:19:11+00:00

Been thinking a lot about the improvements I've been making these past few months, and those which I'll be making in the future.
I'm going to the town centre alone on Monday, using a bus, and then going to a college class, which I talk quite a lot in. Around 2 months ago, I would've never been able to go on a bus. Before May/June, I was pretty much mute, and I still only just got comfortable with talking [comfortable to the point where I (reluctantly) start conversations] last week.
There's a lot of other things, too.
Mm, everything in my life is weird, but change isn't always bad. 💙

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I'm gonna regret posting that

45Traeath

410 posts

Joined February 2016

45Traeath 2019-09-14T16:07:14+00:00

Let's try to keep thinking about this for 2h:

Makoto: Sometimes I get the strange urge to clean when I visit a friend's room.
Futaba: No, don't! They might already have everything exactly where they want it!

In other words, I'm just being mad.
Even for one item to be moved from its original place would just...
Yes, this is stupid.
FROM A NORMAL POINT OF VIEW, FOR DOOM'S SAKE, CAN I BE DIFFERENT. I'M ALREADY TECHNICALLY DIFFERENT BY BEING UNIQUE IN THIS PLANET BUT STILL.
Unless the one moving it is someone I can "trust", but of course in this case with 2 items, it's not.
Worst part of it: their positions have been switched. Ew.

And now I'm stuck in front of this screen/PC because I can't make a move without having them criticize what I'm doing with my things.
THOSE, ARE, MY, THINGS, YOU [...].

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[Mar. 19th 2019 Update]
_10% procrastinating too much around too many games (Only SV2 on "Osu!", I'm quitting, still trying to ****-mapping)
_0.5% ****-mapping
_25% enjoying this thread
_64% (forced to be) enjoying life
_0.5% trying to get back to books I'm supposed to read / translation stuff (minor hobby)

Bloom

25 posts

Joined May 2015

Bloom 2019-09-14T16:32:09+00:00

I'm frustrated because I'm debugging a crash that shouldn't even happen...

Access violation in NTDLL....

All of this just because I want to spawn some bullets.
Every bullet has a chance of causing a crash....