My mental health might get astonishingly better.
Found an item that can give me (probably more than) a bit of peace of mind.
For the moment, I feel more motivated, alive, like I won't be giving up easily yet.
[Mar. 19th 2019 Update] _10% procrastinating too much around too many games (Only SV2 on "Osu!", I'm quitting, still trying to ****-mapping) _0.5% ****-mapping _25% enjoying this thread _64% (forced to be) enjoying life _0.5% trying to get back to books I'm supposed to read / translation stuff (minor hobby)
Been thinking a lot about the improvements I've been making these past few months, and those which I'll be making in the future.
I'm going to the town centre alone on Monday, using a bus, and then going to a college class, which I talk quite a lot in. Around 2 months ago, I would've never been able to go on a bus. Before May/June, I was pretty much mute, and I still only just got comfortable with talking [comfortable to the point where I (reluctantly) start conversations] last week.
There's a lot of other things, too.
Mm, everything in my life is weird, but change isn't always bad. 💙
Makoto: Sometimes I get the strange urge to clean when I visit a friend's room.
Futaba: No, don't! They might already have everything exactly where they want it!
In other words, I'm just being mad.
Even for one item to be moved from its original place would just...
Yes, this is stupid.
FROM A NORMAL POINT OF VIEW, FOR DOOM'S SAKE, CAN I BE DIFFERENT. I'M ALREADY TECHNICALLY DIFFERENT BY BEING UNIQUE IN THIS PLANET BUT STILL.
Unless the one moving it is someone I can "trust", but of course in this case with 2 items, it's not.
Worst part of it: their positions have been switched. Ew.
And now I'm stuck in front of this screen/PC because I can't make a move without having them criticize what I'm doing with my things.
THOSE, ARE, MY, THINGS, YOU [...].
[Mar. 19th 2019 Update] _10% procrastinating too much around too many games (Only SV2 on "Osu!", I'm quitting, still trying to ****-mapping) _0.5% ****-mapping _25% enjoying this thread _64% (forced to be) enjoying life _0.5% trying to get back to books I'm supposed to read / translation stuff (minor hobby)