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2nd of July is tomorrow.

For once, I'm trying not to reveal too much here.

I'm prepared to have remembered something wrong.
If not, I'm kinda nervous, but also happy.
She wont message me immediately on that day, surely? I don't know. I don't know anything anymore. These past few weeks have been pure confusion.
Physically drained
Taking a hiatus from posting on OT. I dont think I really have the time to continue playing investigative journalist. Also lacking a bit of energy today.
Tad Fibonacci
Already missed Puzzle on OT.
Will be physically drained part 2
I'm trying to figure out how the transfert does not work.

Don't tell me to get a hard-disk or a better USB, I'm not going through that.
friday night, marathon night
I think I'm getting bitten by bed bugs...
I just deleted a section in my map and now I have to remap it again...

Trying to learn some music theory. At least the basic fundamentals for now anyways.

I've been messing around in LMMS for a few days now and been having fun with it, but I figure I could improve greatly with some music theory knowledge. Since I've come to understand how to use LMMS I can actually put what I'm learning into practice in the program, which is helpful to understanding what the fuck they're talking about. I'm on break with a lot of free time right now so I'm just tryna hone some old skills while forming new ones.

I should probably have a job right now but we don't talk about that
21-7, 12-21, 21-15
Lost to my 30 year old aunt on a table tennis match. Been 5 years tho since I've last played
I just stayed on a car for 2 hours without my phone waiting for someone. Kill me
Like I suspected, I've grown up to become trash and a disappointment to my parents. I'd better take myself out soon.
Tad Fibonacci

GSG95 wrote:

Like I suspected, I've grown up to become trash and a disappointment to my parents. I'd better take myself out soon.
I don't know what caused you to come to that conclusion and I won't pretend to know.
But I do understand that life can sometimes be depressing. You're fine, you can get through it!
If you hate yourself then go work on yourself enough so that you can learn to appreciate yourself.
If you hate being "trash" and "a disappointment" to your parents then work on yourself to change that.
Life isn't about how hard you hit, it's about how much will you be able to get hit and still get back up.
Being alive alone is pretty much a constant stream of embarrassment, what matters is that you can overcome it.

Sorry if all this may sounds a bit cheesy. But I think that your parents would be truly disappointed if you decides give up on yourself.

GSG95 wrote:

Like I suspected, I've grown up to become trash and a disappointment to my parents. I'd better take myself out soon.
I don’t know much about you or your situation right now and tbh, I can’t give you a solution to your problem at this moment but remember, even though we are internet strangers, there are people on OT who is willing to hear you out, understand and support you so please give it a try. For now, try to brighten up your mood with some good food and some good laugh on the internet. Here is one that always make me laugh whenever I look at it

Another edit: Or some good uplifting music that would cheer you up
staying wawake
Just plucked off my first ever white hair. I feel sad

Still remembered how to play
I'm telling myself to go to sleep, but it took a whole 12mins.

I'm turning the PC off now.


A new morning...
I found the author of some memes involving Azunyan... I think.
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