I am feeling...not okay
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Exam just ended, hands broken.
One thief dead, and two "digital CDs"...
I sure am not going up there yet, but it feels too good.
I sure am not going up there yet, but it feels too good.
when can i get some actual decent points? holy fuck, TN never fails to make me miserable.
Status: 26/30 on my first Physics midterm. Already doing much better than last year.
gonna upload my sky-blocks survival creation
Status: I now understand all of the music inside this video after re-watching Love Live!!
Took me over a long time to get motivated and complete the main drain. Huff.
I opened up to someone about something, they wanted to tell other people, I felt extremely uncomfortable with this and convinced them I was lying, and I'm not sure whether they're convinced. Every route terrifies me. Every possibility terrifies me.
This probably seems like a bad move on her part, due to lack of information. Probably seems like friends gossiping. It wasn't. She made the right decision, but I'm terrified of this right decision. I am trying to dig myself out of that hole. Unfortunately, that requires lying.
I thought I was making progress, telling her about something, but then I ran away.
It felt amazing to talk about something which was bothering me, but I obviously feel like crap now. I either have the crappy consequence of others being told a huge secret (despite them being professionals, I'm embarrassed and ashamed - It's something I've been hiding and lying about pretty much all my life), or the crappy consequence of having no one to talk to about how I'm feeling because I can't be honest. All while the issue's simply getting worse.
With the rate I'm going down this hole, I'm scared for the future, but I also don't want a bunch of people swarming around me like wasps. I don't want my mum worried, neither.
This probably seems like a bad move on her part, due to lack of information. Probably seems like friends gossiping. It wasn't. She made the right decision, but I'm terrified of this right decision. I am trying to dig myself out of that hole. Unfortunately, that requires lying.
I thought I was making progress, telling her about something, but then I ran away.
It felt amazing to talk about something which was bothering me, but I obviously feel like crap now. I either have the crappy consequence of others being told a huge secret (despite them being professionals, I'm embarrassed and ashamed - It's something I've been hiding and lying about pretty much all my life), or the crappy consequence of having no one to talk to about how I'm feeling because I can't be honest. All while the issue's simply getting worse.
With the rate I'm going down this hole, I'm scared for the future, but I also don't want a bunch of people swarming around me like wasps. I don't want my mum worried, neither.
Aside from TN, FG is pretty dead atm.
Trying to revive it.
Trying to revive it.
I must admit that FG has gotten a bit boring, let's revive it.
I just bought some snacks and drinks to prepare for an epic gaming session.
And then my dad invited his friends over to watch football on our TV.
Fml
And then my dad invited his friends over to watch football on our TV.
Fml