Mahogany wrote:
Have you tried seeking professional help?
It really makes a difference. I started taking meds for depression and I feel so much better now.
Yes. Prozac for 3 years, still no effect. Another anti-dep, Rexitin, no effect as well. Visited a psychiatrist thrice.
I take in a drug like Valium from time to time. It helps to abstract from reality, but I'm afraid of addiction.
If I had a job, I'd feel better, but I was fired twice from two different jobs because of my fear of people. I tried to behave like the others, but looked like a white raven anyway.
I'd also feel better if I had friends. I've found a good company once, but eventually everyone started ignoring me, like I wasn't with them - probably because of the same reason as above. And unfortunately all my old friends have families and children now, and have no time to meet with me.