it has.
egh. it doesn't help that i can't use the laptop or make music anymore.
it's going to cost far too much to repair this shit.
i dont even have a choice but to take a hiatus until i can somehow get shit done or get things repaired. or at least, replace it somehow.
fuck this shit.
but to address the long silence, i'm still not sure what i'd do for our collab. i have ideas, but have just as many doubts in making anything worthwhile or anything that'd actually even work. i also feel uncertain if i'm going to decide to go it alone with my music, to even have collaborations with anyone at all.
it doesn't help that this is where i am. now the laptop's fucked, because i cant fucking take care of my own shit.
heh. i'm realizing that i can hold hatred, but really, i can't seem to hate anyone but myself.
anyways. hopefully you're alright with the hiatus. i guess it's more time to think about things. i just wished i could at least make some sort of music to let some ideas loose.