That's a shame, but yea. I can feel that you're not enjoying editing for us, the members, anymore. I'm a graphic designer too, even i'm a noobs, but i can feel why you lost your enjoyness and passion. Sometimes people are being jerk honestly, and iktf. And then some ppl will just waste the works, or make drama, or doesn't read rules. Bearing it once or twice, yes, is ok, but then.. _(:3 tbh i also feel the same, feeling lazier time to time orz
I appreciate all of your decision, and will always support you whatever you do. Just enjoy it, and don't supress yourself. I remember you supporting me when i told you i probably going to make a thread, and now let me support any decision you will made. >3<
Good luck; have fun, for anything you do, or choose, or whatever. <3