mekadon wrote:
I've been keeping this for a very long time. The reason I'm here after a long time and suddenly came back is that I actually want to come clean and admit something, but yet I keep lying to people and to myself again. Yeah, I'm actually a guy. Not just a guy, but a creepy fat autistic fat ronery hikkikomori. I'm sorry for lying to you guys for years, and I hope you guys forgive me.
It was fun, but as I get older I feel even guilty of myself so I (finally and actually) admit this
What a confession but it's ok, so that you know, i didn't changed my opinion towards you.
I mean a lot of (male) people like to disguise themselves as someone feminine; it happens in a lot in MMORPGs and unavoidable in thousands of other communities that works (with) anonymous/ly.
Though, everyones goal, motivation and intentions are different- i think the urge to feel to be praised as a fem. in a community is quite nice, as loners on the internet take the bait and sometimes volunteer to suddenly feel an "creepy" affection towards that person in disguise, often associated with tons of gifts and freebies whatsoever.
AFAIK from own experiences, girls also sometimes tend to disguise themselves as "men" in online communities, just to avoid what's said above as it's annoying to stand out as being "not male" or "special", getting stalked and well, don't want to be pressurized by stalkers or having special previleges.
Well, tyvm for your courage to tell us the truth, lifting the skirt to reveal the beak of a tank.
PS: I'm currently driving down to the next
village abandoned place, finally no deadzone for a short while.
Not just a guy, but a creepy fat autistic fat ronery hikkikomori
A friend who's "intoxicated with pot aka. he's damn high", sitting next to me said you shouldn't out yourself as something bad since there's no gain for it, you should "chill".
... now he's telling me that the world is like a giant, single, peppercorn surrounded by salt meteorites.
So yeah, it's cool.
Took me a long ass time to write on a phone ;_;'
Uh, yeah i actually could've writen more, but i don't want to unnecessarily write a long text that is getting out of hands and scare people away from reading it, take away the fact that someone even reads it completely or find it remotely interesting anyways.