Ok so I don't usually post something serious on this forum but I guess I have no choice.
So I currently like this girl (a classmate of mine) and I don't know if I should man the fuck up cause I don't know if she likes me back (our friends say she MIGHT though) and I really don't want to take the chance YET since its still early, at least I think it is, and I don't want to ruin the friendship that got built up already, since she's the one in our group of friends that I hang out most with (we even go to most places together, except ofc her house and my house), and I'm pretty willing to wait for the right time, you could say I can use the time of waiting to make her feel the same way I feel towards her. There are other guys that are eyeing her (can't find a proper word to describe it better lol), I can honestly say I'm not threatened (bad word choice again I think) but it bothers me from time to time when I think about it, also when her girl friends tells me about them.
Also Barni, just prepare yourself for it. Death is inevitable, that's a fact, but mourning over it for a long time won't be of any help, I'm sure even your grandfather wouldn't want to see you be like that when he leaves. And bitch we are here for you <3