Tuxdude143 wrote:
both of those are equally disturbing
'Disturbing' things? In a CONFESSIONAL thread!? *gasp*!
neither of those are even that disturbing.Anyways, I KNOW I will regret posting this, but I have to tell it, just to release the pressure or whatever.
I said some time ago in the 'First thing that comes to mind' thread (or maybe a different thread?) that I don't look at porn. Well, that was a lie. But still, I don't actually masterbate. Anyways, that's not the end of this.
Before continuing, I should mention again that I consider myself trangendered and whatnot. Not that much of a secret for me anymore, I guess.
However, here's the part I actually feel guilty, shameful, whatever about: Most of my body-image idols are actually transexual pornstars.
I honestly wouldn't tell anyone ever about this, but it has been something just hanging over me for quite some time and I couldn't handle it anymore. >...<
Please don't judge me poorly or criticise me badly about this...