Scared of failure, doubting yourself, thinking: "Just one tiny little slip-up and bye bye my 100% / fc"
That is the biggest problem that I still can't get out of the way. Ever since I started I've had this stupid habit of getting devoured by my pessimistic thoughts whenever I do good on a map, and the longer the map is, the more likely it is to happen.
For example, a while ago when I was close to SSing an insane, my hand actually ended up shaking so bad that I dropped my pen completely (lol). Right now I really don't see myself ever being able to withstand that pressure, for me SS is out of the question.
There probably have been threads about this before, but I wanted to have it posted again.
Any advice on this would be really helpful.
That is the biggest problem that I still can't get out of the way. Ever since I started I've had this stupid habit of getting devoured by my pessimistic thoughts whenever I do good on a map, and the longer the map is, the more likely it is to happen.
For example, a while ago when I was close to SSing an insane, my hand actually ended up shaking so bad that I dropped my pen completely (lol). Right now I really don't see myself ever being able to withstand that pressure, for me SS is out of the question.
There probably have been threads about this before, but I wanted to have it posted again.
Any advice on this would be really helpful.