You know... I really think some modders are quite bored of doing what they do, after all its always the same and they don't get a real reward from their job, right? You think really bad of yourself, but you really shouldn't do it. I've seen your mods and they are by far the most complete of what I've seen, not just some "Move here ->" "resnap" "asdf", but you rather explain every single detail to the creator so you can help him. And that my friend, is something unique.
Don't say you're bad or pathetic, you have great talent. If you need motivation, then make sure to help who you want to, do what makes you happy. If you don't have the inspiration to mod something, then don't do it... take a walk, go for a ride or something... and come back when you are ready to do more if you want to. Remember, we are all here because we WANT to play, to create, to help. If we don't want to do it, then just rest. That's what I do. I am waiting to gain more experiencie in mapping before modding, but I will do it eventually. I want to help here someday, just like you and a lot more people do.
Even though, i am here asking for a mod. Guess I'm must be a liar thanks to what I said before. Anyway, If by chance I did raise your spirits, here's my map. I will return the favor someday, be sure of that. This is my first map, and I don't really think it fits the requirements that you stated on the first post, or maybe it does, I just want to make it better and that's why I am asking for your help. Could you lend me a hand?
http://osu.ppy.sh/s/58131Cheer up friend, life is full of surprises.