After some events from yesterday and today, I found out two more fears that I have:
1) Fear of salespersons
Seriously. I mean, when a guy suddenly comes next to me and does his sales pitch, I'll become literally paralyzed on the spot, duly accepting whatever the guy is saying. In the end, I just buy whatever he's trying to sell, or explain to him that I don't have enough money, and just run out from there. And when I say run, I really mean sprint away from the scene.
2) Fear of conflicts
My body can't handle the stress caused by any conflicts that I've seen or experienced, be it in the real world or in the virtual world. I can't watch a quarrel between people without my whole body shaking, my heart racing and my vision blurry. And apparently, this is the reason why I can't watch movies, because a movie is not a movie without conflicts and climaxes, right? To date, I've only watched 10 movies in my whole life, with 6 of them being forced by friends and with me becoming emotionally withdrawn right after them. Certain animes and mangas did this to me in the past, too.
..... I'm a living freak. (*,*')