Hmm... Joined november 2016... It's possible you've seen me around, yeah. I'm not sure from where. Maybe from back when I streamed, or leaderboards. I'm not familiar with your name, sorry friendo.
I like your user page. If you're comfortable with it, you should post some of your art on there. I'm an artist myself, I like seeing what other people make.
Tenacity is dope, btw. Like it a lot - referring to your soundcloud songs.
You seem sort of downcast but with a motivation to improve and be better. Kind of reminds me of myself when I was that age. Just in the short glimpse I've had at your stuff, I think you have talent; or at least you work really hard. Keep pushing, don't give up. And learn about yourself. Learn your own limits and capabilities and take what you learn and use it to augment your work and push yourself to greater things. And sometimes, you've gotta let go of what you want to get it.
Just random stuff I've discovered through my life. You strike me as a kindred spirit and the kind of person who could make use of that advice. You make cool stuff, keep going.