Not much has happened today. Honestly, im just dealing my life as it goes. I'm just doing what i normally do-- I simply just manage, and endure.
I'm a bit tired of things. Well, isn't that the case for mostly everyone?
...I've just been bored here, with no inclination to produce anything. The forums have been constantly silent for hours at a time, so even being on the osu!forums is depressingly boring.
There isn't any content on Youtube that interests at the moment. I just want to have some form of escape and relax until i get the means of being able to consistently produce content.
Of course, I'm not gonna be able to make a song once every month, that'd be a bit much of a task for me. Usually even conceptualizing a song can take at least a couple months.
...I'm just hoping the forums are more active at some point.
There aren't many people I actively talk to on discord either, so that sucks. Now that I live elsewhere, my IRL friends are cities away from me, and I don't even know if some of them really care what I do.
Some dont respond to my messages within months. That gets concerning, with the possibility that they dont want to talk, or that they took up a different account to use.
Regardless, things just feel a bit more empty nowadays. Companionship is not easy to find, even if that's to be expected. So I'm just kinda.... sitting here, not doing anything.
That's all for now/.
I'm a bit tired of things. Well, isn't that the case for mostly everyone?
...I've just been bored here, with no inclination to produce anything. The forums have been constantly silent for hours at a time, so even being on the osu!forums is depressingly boring.
There isn't any content on Youtube that interests at the moment. I just want to have some form of escape and relax until i get the means of being able to consistently produce content.
Of course, I'm not gonna be able to make a song once every month, that'd be a bit much of a task for me. Usually even conceptualizing a song can take at least a couple months.
...I'm just hoping the forums are more active at some point.
There aren't many people I actively talk to on discord either, so that sucks. Now that I live elsewhere, my IRL friends are cities away from me, and I don't even know if some of them really care what I do.
Some dont respond to my messages within months. That gets concerning, with the possibility that they dont want to talk, or that they took up a different account to use.
Regardless, things just feel a bit more empty nowadays. Companionship is not easy to find, even if that's to be expected. So I'm just kinda.... sitting here, not doing anything.
That's all for now/.