Hi. How are you. I'm fine. Thanks. As the title says, how long in your osu career did you notice yourself capable of pulling off more FCs then you used to? I understand everyone chokes, or shitmisses that's why I put "" on consistently in the title. But there has to be some point when you can confidently say that you can march into a map that is well at your level of playing OR BELOW and FC it without tearing your hair out after 50 retries on the first 10 notes. I need some advice/tips people.
I've been extremely infuriated lately to the point of despair at even thinking of trying to FC even a fucking 4.2 STAR MAP. I can literally SS the map up until 1 DAMN MISS and just lose the will to even play the map again.
Is there just some mystical level where you nerves stop getting to you so badly, I mean my heartrate goes up to dangerous levels just by having a 250 combo on a 450 total note map. Once I lose the FC I untense and just feel well, you probably know the feeling. Shity.
My highest ever pp score is a 1 miss 99% and everytime I go back to that map to try and FC it properly I can't even get over 20 combo anymore. There is some mental block preventing me from trying maps I've choked on in the past, and It's like some huge looming shadow of a hurdle in the distance preventing me from feeling like I'm getting any better at this game.
I'm sorry this is the umpteenth post about this, a few of those umpteenth being my own already but I seriously am trying to find a reason as as to what to do about this doom and gloom feeling.
If you give me a "play more" then so help me, Ill shit fire at you if I have to.
This stupid facebook post I saw is actually an accurate summary of how I feel after I choke an FC. This choking is just a bit different.
I've been extremely infuriated lately to the point of despair at even thinking of trying to FC even a fucking 4.2 STAR MAP. I can literally SS the map up until 1 DAMN MISS and just lose the will to even play the map again.
Is there just some mystical level where you nerves stop getting to you so badly, I mean my heartrate goes up to dangerous levels just by having a 250 combo on a 450 total note map. Once I lose the FC I untense and just feel well, you probably know the feeling. Shity.
My highest ever pp score is a 1 miss 99% and everytime I go back to that map to try and FC it properly I can't even get over 20 combo anymore. There is some mental block preventing me from trying maps I've choked on in the past, and It's like some huge looming shadow of a hurdle in the distance preventing me from feeling like I'm getting any better at this game.
I'm sorry this is the umpteenth post about this, a few of those umpteenth being my own already but I seriously am trying to find a reason as as to what to do about this doom and gloom feeling.
If you give me a "play more" then so help me, Ill shit fire at you if I have to.
This stupid facebook post I saw is actually an accurate summary of how I feel after I choke an FC. This choking is just a bit different.