i had one online relationship in 2012-2013 and it was so lame and i was so socially awkward back then that i wasn't even sure that we were in a relationship the entire time, but i never asked to make sure.
long story short we never did anything, never met even though she lived less than 3 hours away because neither of us had a car. turns out during the last month she was so bored with me that she was cheating on me with another guy who lived on the opposite side of the country (i don't blame her) and he apparently came to meet her within like 2 months.
life is cruel sometimes. everyone i've ever liked was either already in a relationship with someone else or wanted nothing to do with me, and i don't want to be hurt again. i've been hurt way too many times and lost too many people who were close to me because of it.
so the answer is no, i am and forever will be single. no relationships for me ever. they are not worth it. i already have zero interest in having kids or raising them or passing on my genes. so i have no interest in finding the right person, and thus no interest in relationships either. my waifu is all i need~