I have to pack up and move again tomorrow; I have no idea what to do anymore. Right now I don't know how to tackle the obstacles layed down upon me and unsure if I can continue along the path I've set myself. I've always done the opposite of what is expected of me with convincing success and tact yet now I'm not sure if I can keep it going. This is the biggest slump I've hit in my life and like it's always been, I have no one to lean on and help me through, so everything falls onto me and me alone. No matter how popular I am or how many friends I get, I always feel alone; I can't trust in my friends to help me and I definitely can't get help from my parents. This is how it's always been since I was 14 but this time it's different, this time it just feels impossible. I guess this is my quarter-life crisis.