Since im already here for 4 years..i started for fun since i really had nothing else to do, so i just killed time with it, but with time i made friends which later changed to fulltime-rivals and with time i got the hang of how to abuse the ppv1 system so i ranked far beyond him while he was striving for pure skill improvement. and after some switching in additute if im playing for fun or for competition i just stayed on the competetive part, but not as beeing the best, or the highest guy in ranking, but just a thing of like beeing the best at some AR&CS, Mod Combination, Score Rank, Score-Amount and so on..
so i always strive for some goal, Fun is a part of it but its mostly a timekiller since i have nothing better to do with my life xD