Hello,
ima tryhard turning mental (if not already)
This thread is a small helpcry in the confusion of not getting better.
My worries:
-25 k playcount , rank 35 k heavily pp farmed.
-accurancy 85 % profile . lots of FCs are C or B
-gameplay methods seem ineffective, hand tends to alternate . tried practise for weeks strict singletabbing
-pain status unknown , theres days when my tabarmwrist explodes of pain and i dont care about it while i can relax play it down other days.
(i say myself to keep going since muscles will eventually get used to it, wich at this point is questionable)
-not improving in tab speed altough im having excessive playsessions nearly every day (hitspeed exe gives me on 40 notes 140 -145 bpm mostly , while i try hard)
-every day starts cancerous start (aim is ok after 2 songs warmup) button feel not very consistent tried 2 different keyboards sometimes i even slip of the buttons (used lots of different keysettings currently on : S / D)
-not even consistency in tripples wich should be a easy task at this point
-sometimes i move my keyboard , a bit or extremly even just between beatmaps since theres no real feeling even the wrist sometimes jumps of its own
-tried out tablet , couldnt get used to hoovering no matter how hard i tried
-constistency below 0 % , i dont feel like i get "random misses" since i play usualy tense , my current playfeel allows me to calculate how likely i am able to do the task , however if i retry at streams there come in "X" , i think this goes down to my calculated tabspeed as reference
My motivation is still there everyday for some reason , somehow.
But i think at this point even while trying i notice that it will have difficultys in adding up to any small improvement.
I hope some error of this worries will in the eyes of some other person allow to tell me what i dont see.
And that is my utter confusion about what i heavily do wrong . i cant seem to see it myself.
Thanks for reading.
ima tryhard turning mental (if not already)
This thread is a small helpcry in the confusion of not getting better.
My worries:
-25 k playcount , rank 35 k heavily pp farmed.
-accurancy 85 % profile . lots of FCs are C or B
-gameplay methods seem ineffective, hand tends to alternate . tried practise for weeks strict singletabbing
-pain status unknown , theres days when my tabarmwrist explodes of pain and i dont care about it while i can relax play it down other days.
(i say myself to keep going since muscles will eventually get used to it, wich at this point is questionable)
-not improving in tab speed altough im having excessive playsessions nearly every day (hitspeed exe gives me on 40 notes 140 -145 bpm mostly , while i try hard)
-every day starts cancerous start (aim is ok after 2 songs warmup) button feel not very consistent tried 2 different keyboards sometimes i even slip of the buttons (used lots of different keysettings currently on : S / D)
-not even consistency in tripples wich should be a easy task at this point
-sometimes i move my keyboard , a bit or extremly even just between beatmaps since theres no real feeling even the wrist sometimes jumps of its own
-tried out tablet , couldnt get used to hoovering no matter how hard i tried
-constistency below 0 % , i dont feel like i get "random misses" since i play usualy tense , my current playfeel allows me to calculate how likely i am able to do the task , however if i retry at streams there come in "X" , i think this goes down to my calculated tabspeed as reference
My motivation is still there everyday for some reason , somehow.
But i think at this point even while trying i notice that it will have difficultys in adding up to any small improvement.
I hope some error of this worries will in the eyes of some other person allow to tell me what i dont see.
And that is my utter confusion about what i heavily do wrong . i cant seem to see it myself.
Thanks for reading.