[ Stellar ] wrote:

I secretly avoid my "friends" because I personally dislike their daily behavior.
They think I'm just in full study mode, but I really just hate them in general.

wow so edgy

[ Stellar ] wrote:

I secretly avoid my "friends" because I personally dislike their daily behavior.
They think I'm just in full study mode, but I really just hate them in general.

do they blaze it? you're fucking disgusting

nah i kinda blow off people by saying i have to study, except i'm not lying because i force myself to study all the time

[ Stellar ] wrote:

I really just hate them in general.

"Friends"

I'm feeling destructive these days. I threw a knife at the wall today, and a part of the knife was chipped off. Good luck that knife was a ceramic knife that was not often used. Hope my parents won't use the knife or find out.

SHUT UP APEX

YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL AND I LOVE YOU

aren't ceramic knifes superexpensive?

I found out that my symptoms and behaviour is that similar to that of schizophrenia.

I love being alone. It just gives me a comfortable and relaxing feel.

Apex wrote:

I found out that my symptoms and behaviour is that similar to that of schizophrenia.

you did a test online didn't you


time for you to make a tumblr and tell the world about it

im a pony

Bassist Vinyl wrote:

im a pony

that was so funny and random. like oh my god xd

GladiOol wrote:

Bassist Vinyl wrote:

im a pony

that was so funny and random. like oh my god xd

xDDD ikr

Is your avatar you irl?

Yoeri wrote:

Is your avatar you irl?

Would you be surprised?

no you look like a furry ponylover

I agree!

It's not him irl.

This new guy and battler are making me miss the times when it was just tuxdude and saigonalice.

rip tuxdude last post in forums was 2 months ago

BRBP wrote:

saigonalice.

I actually really miss my little shota.

I wonder where he went off.
oh yeah and tuxdude was 10x times better than what we currently have on stash, so I agree with you BRBP

We should dedicate a day for SaigonAlice, like, a SaigonAlice Day.
1st of April would be perfect.

BRBP wrote:

It's not him irl.

This new guy and battler are making me miss the times when it was just tuxdude and saigonalice.

saigon was nowhere near their level

Look at these fags missing shitposters.

I miss the people who made good threads.

BRBP wrote:

It's not him irl.

This new guy and battler are making me miss the times when it was just tuxdude and saigonalice.

i miss the time when finland was relevant

Yoeri wrote:

+1

Yoeri wrote:

im not entirely sure what this is either a grenade or some health potion from pokemon
doesnt make sense either way

Bassist Vinyl wrote:

m not entirely sure what this is either a grenade or some health potion from pokemon
doesnt make sense either way

it's a granade

kill yourself with it

NotEvenDoomMusic wrote:

it's a granade

kill yourself with it

i no want die pls.

yiff in hell

Also to keep it into the whole "confession" thing before Wojjan gets mad.
I don't know what to confess, i think the "I miss SaigonAlice" is confession enough. I really miss this little bitch )':

NotEvenDoomMusic wrote:

yiff in hell

i must confess, i have not heard that in over 5 years...

When my grandpa's feeling grumpy, he refers to my mother as "Brian's mother." He still does that even now, in the hospital.

Posting here because I don't know where else I can say this without getting judged, condemned or told to "grow some balls" - heck, I'll probably be told that here as well but I'll give it a shot. This has just happened tonight.

Basically, after 20 years of my Parents being together - they have told me tonight they are splitting up. Reason being they don't get along anymore or something like that. At first my Dad + Mum told me this (when they were angry) just before my Dad was taking me out to go for a meal with some friends I hadn't seen in a while. Didn't think anything of it. I mean, there have been more times than I can remember through my life when they've said they are splitting up, one of them is moving out etc. Never happened so I thought why would this time be different?

I've noticed they haven't been getting along for months now but I had no idea it would really result in a breakup. I mean - they are my Parents, we are meant to be a family. When my Dad picked me up, he was still talking (and in a very calm, kind way which he rarely acts as) about them breaking up, asking if I'd come visit, said he still loves me, that him and my Mum will still be friends etc. At this point I was getting worried, not because he was still talking about it but because he was calm about it. Anyway, I got home and went straight to my Mum.

She basically told me the same information my Dad did. Additionally, she said she's going to start looking for a new place me + her can live in, then hire people to move our stuff, how due to her income the council will pay for our accommodation etc etc. and told me it's truly happening (in the same calm manner my Dad did) but that I shouldn't worry because it's better this way and that we'll be fine. After that, I went and had a long talk with my Dad (the last time I did this was around 7 years ago) about many things - music, why they are splitting up, my future, the universe, relationships etc etc. and for the first time in 9 years I was able to talk to him about things we disagree upon (such as my career choice) without arguing or debating.

Now, me personally - at first I was confused and upset but now I'm frustrated and worried but in a strangely calm way. I can't quite think straight, although I'm getting lots of support from my boyfriend and friends but they don't really understand what I'm going through as they haven't been through parents breaking up with them being in the middle of it all. I'm just desperately hoping this is a bad dream and that the knot in my stomach would go away. I just don't know what to do or who to talk to. I've got people telling me to "be strong" and that they are there if they need me but it's not giving me any answers. Why do these things happen? Why can't they just stay together and be happy? I wish I never took my parents being together for granted because now it's all over.

I'm hoping tomorrow I'll wake up and they'll tell me they've changed their mind or that they were too hasty and are staying together or something. Fat chance of that happening though.

TL;DR - Parents are splitting up and I have no idea what the fuck to do.

I had this happen too and it was fairly similar. The difference was it was my father being adulterous. I never hated him for it but I allowed him to slip away from my life and I still miss him sometimes. My advice is keep in close contact with whichever parent you aren't with anymore. I'd imagine if you do that it won't be nearly as bad as it ended up for me.

It's not the end of the world, just keep that in mind. they're still your parents and they still love you and it's between them not you so you shouldn't let it destroy you. You should also be there for them because I know that when it happened to mine, being a shoulder for my mother to cry on was very helpful. But again, this is assuming it's not a mutual deal, but even if it is, after a 20 year marriage there's going to be a lot of loss and adjusting for both of them.

right now you should worry about where you are going to go now, and what's going to change for you, so that you're better prepared for it.

1.5 cents for you. tl;dr Things are going to change but they're still your parents and don't let that change

and as for that strange calmness, i had it too. I think it was a mix of shock and disbelief

I must confess that right now I fucking hate valentines day

Rorona wrote:

rip tuxdude last post in forums was 2 months ago

Not anymore! Talk about perfect timing on my part! o_0

Tuxdude143 wrote:

Rorona wrote:

rip tuxdude last post in forums was 2 months ago

Not anymore! Talk about perfect timing on my part! o_0

hey

Hi there! I don't think I've met you before so welcome!

Why's that, it's just like any other day for me. I literally couldn't care less about the general vibe.

Probably because I don't hang around with people.

BRBP wrote:

This new guy and battler are making me miss the times when it was just tuxdude and saigonalice.

BRBP wrote:

This new guy and battler

BRBP wrote:

and battler

who?

Trash Boat wrote:

BRBP wrote:

This new guy and battler are making me miss the times when it was just tuxdude and saigonalice.

BRBP wrote:

This new guy and battler

BRBP wrote:

and battler

who?

He was a guy who turned up around 6 months ago on the forums. He's a bit of a werdo