ColdTooth wrote:
Achromalia wrote:
LIFE IS ONE SHIT-FACED MOTHERFUCKER, AIN'T IT?
I FUCKING AGREE
I FUCKING HATE MY LIFE RIGHT NOW BECAUSE I HAVE TO DEAL WITH SO MUCH FUCKING BULLSHIT AND DRAMA THAT I AM CONSTANTLY FORCIBLY THROWN INTO THE MIDDLE AND FORCED TO PICK A SIDE
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FUCKING HELL. I OFFER MY CONDOLENCES.
BULLSHIT AND DRAMA, WHEN DRAMA ITSELF WASN'T BULLSHIT ENOUGH.
I'M REALLY TIRED OF POINTLESS DRAMA, STARTED UP BY WHOEVER THE FUCK FOR QUITE FRANKLY, NO TANGIBLE REASON.
I'VE HAD A FUCK-TON OF MISFORTUNE COMPOUNDED AMONGST OTHER SHITTY CIRCUMSTANCES THIS MONTH.
WANTED TO CONSISTENTLY PRODUCE MUSIC AND ART? OH SORRY DEAR, GUESS YOU'LL HAVE TO DO WITHOUT YOUR PRECIOUS LAPTOP.
WANTED TO LIVE LIFE WITHOUT FUCKING EVERYTHING UP FOR ONCE? WOOPS, I'M SORRY, GUESS YOU AND YOUR FATHER ARE ABOUT TO GET KICKED OUT OF THE HOUSE NOW, YOU MIGHT WANT TO ACT NICE FOR YOUR GOOD AUNT, YEAH?
WELL, IT'S NOT ACTUALLY HER FAULT. WE DON'T HAVE MONEY AND A LOT OF WHAT I DO PUTS A FUCKTON OF PRESSURE ON THEM, REGARDING THE ELECTRICITY BILL, AND THE SHIT I CONTINUOUSLY FORGET NOT TO BREAK, INCLUDING MULTIPLE HEADPHONES THAT WERE CRUSHED THANKS TO THE LAPTOP FALLING CONSTANTLY WHILE I SLEEP. THE ONLY REASON THAT HAPPENS IS BECAUSE IM STUPID ENOUGH TO FORGET TO MOVE THE LAPTOP TO THE SIDE BEFORE I SOMEHOW SUDDENLY PASS OUT (MEANING I CAN NEVER FIGURE OUT IF I'M ACTUALLY FALLING ASLEEP AND THUS NEVER REACT ACCORDINGLY BEFORE I DO SLEEP). I ALSO RARELY SHUT OFF THE LAPTOP IN THE FIRST PLACE, SO I WOUND UP BURNING UP THE HARD DRIVE AND SHIT. THAT WAS GREAT.
THERE'S SO MUCH SHIT I COULD'VE DONE, BUT HADN'T. I HATE MYSELF FOR IT.
AND NOW I'VE GOT TO KEEP EVERYTHING FROM FALLING APART.