If i write normally only I can read what I write and people say it is goddamn awful to look at . But when I try (which is really hard and it makes my write speed go down by 90 %) I can write like a girl .
TLDR : People say my handwriting is bad .

No! T_T'

Nope...

I don't know what "good" handwriting would look like exactly, but I've been told by many people that they wish they could write as neat as me. Although it does resemble most handwriting I've seen when I have to haste.

It's readable at the most part